Feb 17, 2005 12:21
I've always been really self concious and the fact i have a looming doctors appointment with a scale and everything tomorrow is frightening. I know I am getting heavier and I dont eat right and workout and i know its all flabby. So I woke up feeling disgusted- I'm going to go and get some workout dvds and I'm going by GNC today. I guess well see how things go. Because I for one want to be a ble to wear a swimsuit and not be ashamed. And I kinda want a flat belly and stuff. soooo theres nothing holding me back only my fear and pride. and those two things must go. so......
wish me luck?