Reflection times are to be had.
I wish there was a way to turn back time. So many issues could be fixed this way. I’ve spent so much time looking back this last year, I’ve lost my turn to step forward.
My Grandma Ruth dying is something I’ve yet to deal with, it’s fucking hard. I haven’t even gone to pick up the stuff she left me. Nor did I attend the second service / funeral my family had for her. Is it selfish to think someone should have let me know? Is it?
Waring Drama Alert!
(I’m grown and If anyone trys to bring this to the Escape Nightclub I will sue you, period.)
Over the last few months I’ve grown to love Jinx and Hollywood, as titleholders and individuals. They work their asses off for the youth, and yet all people do is talk shit about Matt and bitch to see Jerick on stage. What’s the point? These two people have taken a year of their own lives to help others. You should kiss their feet not spit upon them.
Jinx, what you said to me in the dressing room with Maddie that night, met the world to me. By saying those words you took away so much negativity in my life and replaced it with a light, a light I myself once showed you. Thank you.
Hollywoodfearissubstance, I feel in many ways we are alike as people and that “status” has forced us apart. Your better than what people allow you to be. Remember never allow your name to exceed you. I’ve been where you are. If the time comes I’m here as an ear, a Thorn and a friend.
Deedevinity411, Someone once told me there comes a time of true a total exceptance in ones life. Your time will come. I respect that you blindly fight for a better community and world. You reach outside of that box and take what was to make it beautiful. Regardless of personal afflictions, I’m proud of you. (Just don’t be outside my apartment at four in the morning! LOL) Your truly an original who will always hold a place in my heart.
Cloudy, even-though I barely know the “real” you. Your little notes and messages to me brighten my day, each and every time. You have an awesome glow to your presence, that others should think of as a gift to be had.
Pepper / Mikepepperplatinum, You have been my lifeline, in a dark gross path. I’m glad I found you. What else can I really say?
Cashmeir / Natcashmere_dubois, Even in “our” moments of craziness, your voice has always been a comfort to my soul. You can tame me in my most outrageous of rants. I know I still owe you a post. It’s coming soon.
Malano / Jerrodmalano_dubois, My lost boy, of all of my kids, you are the only to have a special cleared spot in my closet, you know for throwing a party thats electrifying! I miss you.
Vegas / Curtis / Monique, we finally become the friends we always should have been and you leave me. But I’m ok with that. You watched me go through the hardest time in my life. And you were ok with it. Nobody would have done that and I thank you. You have truly seen the other side of The Lovely Dr Chance de Valmont. Be better than that. Loves.
Jackie, Kiss my ass, and learn to write something other than METH on your LJ and my-space. It gives the tweaker a bad name.
Red & Erotica / Tiff & Claire, I don’t think I could truly explain in words how I feel about you two . You have pissed me off to no end, but have been here for me when no-one else could. But hey thats what families for right? LOL I love you.
Danny & Donnie, I’m glad I pulled my head out of my ass long enough to say I’m sorry for the fucked up shit I may have caused you. Or to say fuck you for all the shit you have caused me. But then again your family.
Dustinsniffalotta69, I don’t really know where you are but I’m glad your on a fresh path. Your so much better than a bunch of tweaked out monkeys, keep on your path. I also have your crown when you are ready for it.
Anastasia / Gene, When you find yourself, I’m here. Don’t know if Jake will care to ever see you but yea. You fucked up big time. My Grandma always said, “Don’t go meddling in others lives, cause you don’t know when they will meddle in yours.” You have a lot to hide from others, I don’t. We have opened our home to you and what in return? PLease stop fucking with our lives.
Char, Glitter Johnglitterjohn, Miss Sum Sumsummer_seasons, I couldn’t be reigning with better bitches than you. You have all been there, covered my ass, taken care of me and more. Tip Tip! OHHHHKAYYYY
For everyone else smooches!
oh yeah... Etienne you still owe me sex.
Later,
TT - Thomas Anthony
AKA
Dr. Chance de Valmont
My Grandma Ruth dying is something I’ve yet to deal with, it’s fucking hard. I haven’t even gone to pick up the stuff she left me. Nor did I attend the second service / funeral my family had for her. Is it selfish to think someone should have let me know? Is it?
Waring Drama Alert!
(I’m grown and If anyone trys to bring this to the Escape Nightclub I will sue you, period.)
Over the last few months I’ve grown to love Jinx and Hollywood, as titleholders and individuals. They work their asses off for the youth, and yet all people do is talk shit about Matt and bitch to see Jerick on stage. What’s the point? These two people have taken a year of their own lives to help others. You should kiss their feet not spit upon them.
Jinx, what you said to me in the dressing room with Maddie that night, met the world to me. By saying those words you took away so much negativity in my life and replaced it with a light, a light I myself once showed you. Thank you.
Hollywoodfearissubstance, I feel in many ways we are alike as people and that “status” has forced us apart. Your better than what people allow you to be. Remember never allow your name to exceed you. I’ve been where you are. If the time comes I’m here as an ear, a Thorn and a friend.
Deedevinity411, Someone once told me there comes a time of true a total exceptance in ones life. Your time will come. I respect that you blindly fight for a better community and world. You reach outside of that box and take what was to make it beautiful. Regardless of personal afflictions, I’m proud of you. (Just don’t be outside my apartment at four in the morning! LOL) Your truly an original who will always hold a place in my heart.
Cloudy, even-though I barely know the “real” you. Your little notes and messages to me brighten my day, each and every time. You have an awesome glow to your presence, that others should think of as a gift to be had.
Pepper / Mikepepperplatinum, You have been my lifeline, in a dark gross path. I’m glad I found you. What else can I really say?
Cashmeir / Natcashmere_dubois, Even in “our” moments of craziness, your voice has always been a comfort to my soul. You can tame me in my most outrageous of rants. I know I still owe you a post. It’s coming soon.
Malano / Jerrodmalano_dubois, My lost boy, of all of my kids, you are the only to have a special cleared spot in my closet, you know for throwing a party thats electrifying! I miss you.
Vegas / Curtis / Monique, we finally become the friends we always should have been and you leave me. But I’m ok with that. You watched me go through the hardest time in my life. And you were ok with it. Nobody would have done that and I thank you. You have truly seen the other side of The Lovely Dr Chance de Valmont. Be better than that. Loves.
Jackie, Kiss my ass, and learn to write something other than METH on your LJ and my-space. It gives the tweaker a bad name.
Red & Erotica / Tiff & Claire, I don’t think I could truly explain in words how I feel about you two . You have pissed me off to no end, but have been here for me when no-one else could. But hey thats what families for right? LOL I love you.
Danny & Donnie, I’m glad I pulled my head out of my ass long enough to say I’m sorry for the fucked up shit I may have caused you. Or to say fuck you for all the shit you have caused me. But then again your family.
Dustinsniffalotta69, I don’t really know where you are but I’m glad your on a fresh path. Your so much better than a bunch of tweaked out monkeys, keep on your path. I also have your crown when you are ready for it.
Anastasia / Gene, When you find yourself, I’m here. Don’t know if Jake will care to ever see you but yea. You fucked up big time. My Grandma always said, “Don’t go meddling in others lives, cause you don’t know when they will meddle in yours.” You have a lot to hide from others, I don’t. We have opened our home to you and what in return? PLease stop fucking with our lives.
Char, Glitter Johnglitterjohn, Miss Sum Sumsummer_seasons, I couldn’t be reigning with better bitches than you. You have all been there, covered my ass, taken care of me and more. Tip Tip! OHHHHKAYYYY
For everyone else smooches!
oh yeah... Etienne you still owe me sex.
Later,
TT - Thomas Anthony
AKA
Dr. Chance de Valmont