LXVII: A weird time of life
Yet again I'm stuck with the wondering where to start...I guess the best thing would be camp.
Day of the heading to melb...I woke up early, wanted to sleep in for so long but eventually made it there...a group of us filled up a spot of 6...then got told to move...and then we found out it was actually possible to sit down there again...but of course it was too late and we had lost our spot...but I sat with Trent and that was fun...and we had the odd visit from friends which was cool too.
Once we got there we had melb uni pretty much almost right off...boring as hell but they got the 'we're all you need and more' point across...so yeah boring but effective I guess...after that was ABC which never happened...so that sucked. After that was tea at the queens college...made the place look cool at least.
Then came the sleeping part of the night...or more non sleeping...Brad blew his nose and did all other manner of hell that created loud noises while awake and while asleep had hell loud snores...
Now for thursday...started at the holocaust which was a major antifun...I hated it...and I've justified it enough...I know it's disrespectful but I just don't agree...after that came the choice...accounting and ernst and young or go to monash...in the end I decided to go with Talia and went to Ernst and Young...and it was the best choice of the whole trip...it was such a fun place...and I want to be an accountant now...Woo!
Anyway then came the comedy night...which was the most fun thing of all...it started oddly though...the oddest bit being that Lil ended up on my lap for quite a while...it was so weird...all the time I only wanted something like that in yr10 and here it had happened like nothing...well at least it was nothing to her...idno, too confusing for thought at the moment.
Great night though...got picked on so much because I was in the front row...well worth it...such a great night...I hope to see heaps more shows like that one day...then afterwards came an even worse sleepless night...
Then came the final day...IDEA and JMC...JMC won hands down...and I don't know if I should even bother with IDEA at all because it really was just quite stupid...it's meant to be this big thing and yet it's just a stepping stone to university...which I could go to anyway...
And finally came the end to the trip...it was a fun trip home...and it felt nice...if anything I think I had gotten closer friends with Jill and Deb...which is a good thing.
Then I came home and had to go right into work mode to get the traineeship thing in on time...god that was hard...but afterwards I could finally rest. Then came the day of the party...and guess what...RAIN...just about the only thing I wasn't in the mood to handle. So we went out and bought some stuff for rain and all was well again for a while...but it was still stressfest...I was busy all day literally. Then I came in to move the ps2 and gamecube out and there were two guitar hero's sitting there...and I was just like 'Why is there 2?'...thinking along the lines of ben bought one himself...but no...IT WAS MINE!!!
So we set that up and I was able to get in a song and a half before the first arrival...well AFTER 7:29...tisk tisk...and it just went from there...so many people didn't show...I mean I know it's something to say...but idno it's weird to go through having 15 people when most had said nothing just not show up when you only invite like 24...I can't explain it...I guess it's similiar to the time a friend of mine had me as the only one to show up to his party two years in a row...though he only had invited 3-4 people those times...It's just so hard to believe that so many were busy or unable on this of all weekends...but despite the rain and people not showing it was a great night...a lot of guitar hero and a lot of super smash...I lost a suprising amount...that handicap definitely has some power to it...stupid thing...
As for gifts wise it started badly...as soon as I saw my first glimpse of the gift I knew it was bad...the fact that I could guess what it was just from the box is proof that it was the right gift...just too right since I'd gotten one just half an hour ago...but that all worked...but reduced my prezzie count for the night down 'the quotable slayer' a book with Buffy quotes' and some firefly cards from Zoe and a Cloud card from Tarryn. But the night was legendary and prezzies are a non importance.
Anyway then came sunday which started with me sneaking out for some early guitar hero in the garage...which lead to multiplayer against Ben...I actually won some suprisingly...but yeah then that day got hectic with the everywhere I had to be...then I finally got home and got my first chance to go online...and straight away I'm bombarded with Tash and Lil. Tash is sorry for the no show...and heres where I did the stupid thing...
She asked me if I was angry and I said I wasn't and just that I had noticed she hadn't been around for a while...I don't remember a lot of it since I was tired as hell...but I regret it because now Tash is pissed at me...
And just to show just how bad I was I had a thing with Lil too...I asked her if she would consider blocking Kyee for obvious reasons and she gave me a huge cold and emotionless lecture...telling me how if I took anything out of it she'd respect me less...so that ended poorly...
Now finally today...school...it was so weird, so many people were away, and of course I heard some of the stories about why people didn't show...I picked the worst weekend by far...
Anyway apart from being behind in almost everything there was little school stuff...I got home eventually and at one point came online and Tash is on so I used the chance to apologize and ask where she was...she took a really hard to understand tone...I didn't know how she felt until finally she just went 'stop trying to care'...or something along those lines...how am I supposed to respond to that...this person who was one of my closest friends and I try to help on every occassion and go to when I need help...it was a shock...and all because of a conversation that I didn't seem important or bad enough to commit to memory.
I guess the only explanation is stress strikes again...this thing is too long...I better be off now...thanks for the read...you can have a crazy straw should you want one...
Day of the heading to melb...I woke up early, wanted to sleep in for so long but eventually made it there...a group of us filled up a spot of 6...then got told to move...and then we found out it was actually possible to sit down there again...but of course it was too late and we had lost our spot...but I sat with Trent and that was fun...and we had the odd visit from friends which was cool too.
Once we got there we had melb uni pretty much almost right off...boring as hell but they got the 'we're all you need and more' point across...so yeah boring but effective I guess...after that was ABC which never happened...so that sucked. After that was tea at the queens college...made the place look cool at least.
Then came the sleeping part of the night...or more non sleeping...Brad blew his nose and did all other manner of hell that created loud noises while awake and while asleep had hell loud snores...
Now for thursday...started at the holocaust which was a major antifun...I hated it...and I've justified it enough...I know it's disrespectful but I just don't agree...after that came the choice...accounting and ernst and young or go to monash...in the end I decided to go with Talia and went to Ernst and Young...and it was the best choice of the whole trip...it was such a fun place...and I want to be an accountant now...Woo!
Anyway then came the comedy night...which was the most fun thing of all...it started oddly though...the oddest bit being that Lil ended up on my lap for quite a while...it was so weird...all the time I only wanted something like that in yr10 and here it had happened like nothing...well at least it was nothing to her...idno, too confusing for thought at the moment.
Great night though...got picked on so much because I was in the front row...well worth it...such a great night...I hope to see heaps more shows like that one day...then afterwards came an even worse sleepless night...
Then came the final day...IDEA and JMC...JMC won hands down...and I don't know if I should even bother with IDEA at all because it really was just quite stupid...it's meant to be this big thing and yet it's just a stepping stone to university...which I could go to anyway...
And finally came the end to the trip...it was a fun trip home...and it felt nice...if anything I think I had gotten closer friends with Jill and Deb...which is a good thing.
Then I came home and had to go right into work mode to get the traineeship thing in on time...god that was hard...but afterwards I could finally rest. Then came the day of the party...and guess what...RAIN...just about the only thing I wasn't in the mood to handle. So we went out and bought some stuff for rain and all was well again for a while...but it was still stressfest...I was busy all day literally. Then I came in to move the ps2 and gamecube out and there were two guitar hero's sitting there...and I was just like 'Why is there 2?'...thinking along the lines of ben bought one himself...but no...IT WAS MINE!!!
So we set that up and I was able to get in a song and a half before the first arrival...well AFTER 7:29...tisk tisk...and it just went from there...so many people didn't show...I mean I know it's something to say...but idno it's weird to go through having 15 people when most had said nothing just not show up when you only invite like 24...I can't explain it...I guess it's similiar to the time a friend of mine had me as the only one to show up to his party two years in a row...though he only had invited 3-4 people those times...It's just so hard to believe that so many were busy or unable on this of all weekends...but despite the rain and people not showing it was a great night...a lot of guitar hero and a lot of super smash...I lost a suprising amount...that handicap definitely has some power to it...stupid thing...
As for gifts wise it started badly...as soon as I saw my first glimpse of the gift I knew it was bad...the fact that I could guess what it was just from the box is proof that it was the right gift...just too right since I'd gotten one just half an hour ago...but that all worked...but reduced my prezzie count for the night down 'the quotable slayer' a book with Buffy quotes' and some firefly cards from Zoe and a Cloud card from Tarryn. But the night was legendary and prezzies are a non importance.
Anyway then came sunday which started with me sneaking out for some early guitar hero in the garage...which lead to multiplayer against Ben...I actually won some suprisingly...but yeah then that day got hectic with the everywhere I had to be...then I finally got home and got my first chance to go online...and straight away I'm bombarded with Tash and Lil. Tash is sorry for the no show...and heres where I did the stupid thing...
She asked me if I was angry and I said I wasn't and just that I had noticed she hadn't been around for a while...I don't remember a lot of it since I was tired as hell...but I regret it because now Tash is pissed at me...
And just to show just how bad I was I had a thing with Lil too...I asked her if she would consider blocking Kyee for obvious reasons and she gave me a huge cold and emotionless lecture...telling me how if I took anything out of it she'd respect me less...so that ended poorly...
Now finally today...school...it was so weird, so many people were away, and of course I heard some of the stories about why people didn't show...I picked the worst weekend by far...
Anyway apart from being behind in almost everything there was little school stuff...I got home eventually and at one point came online and Tash is on so I used the chance to apologize and ask where she was...she took a really hard to understand tone...I didn't know how she felt until finally she just went 'stop trying to care'...or something along those lines...how am I supposed to respond to that...this person who was one of my closest friends and I try to help on every occassion and go to when I need help...it was a shock...and all because of a conversation that I didn't seem important or bad enough to commit to memory.
I guess the only explanation is stress strikes again...this thing is too long...I better be off now...thanks for the read...you can have a crazy straw should you want one...