LXVI: One less thing on the list
Okay I'm not sure entirely why...but I tried to ask Alicia out today...I was going to try in Spec but the gap went overtime in the middle talking to Mr. Roberts so I couldn't then...and after school when I went to walk her to her car Matt was there...so what did I do...waited til I go home, played video games, did a bit of media...and then did it over sms...
I think the main reason I did it is because it was just another thing on my mind I wanted gone...so yeah did in three text messages...sent it off and twenty agonizing minutes later I got the reply...
It as expected was a sorry but no...and the reason was some other guy...guess I just got beaten to the chase...it's annoying this time I tried to go fast...but nah, not fast enough...I should of noticed there was a guy in her life with just how cheery she had been lately...
But she did it well though...I was expecting badness and awkwardness...but it was all good and she even ended it with 'mates right?'
I do hope my heart gives up on the whole thing...Spec has too many jokes about the whole me and her thing for it to be fun if I hold any feelings especially since she now knows about them.
But anyway it could of gone worse and I don't feel bad...so in failure I've found success I guess...and if that doesn't make sense to you well bugger to you then...it's perfect english...anyway thanks for the read...toodles and goodbye
I think the main reason I did it is because it was just another thing on my mind I wanted gone...so yeah did in three text messages...sent it off and twenty agonizing minutes later I got the reply...
It as expected was a sorry but no...and the reason was some other guy...guess I just got beaten to the chase...it's annoying this time I tried to go fast...but nah, not fast enough...I should of noticed there was a guy in her life with just how cheery she had been lately...
But she did it well though...I was expecting badness and awkwardness...but it was all good and she even ended it with 'mates right?'
I do hope my heart gives up on the whole thing...Spec has too many jokes about the whole me and her thing for it to be fun if I hold any feelings especially since she now knows about them.
But anyway it could of gone worse and I don't feel bad...so in failure I've found success I guess...and if that doesn't make sense to you well bugger to you then...it's perfect english...anyway thanks for the read...toodles and goodbye