Re: Don't be sad...tanksexytoonNovember 6 2004, 00:15:03 UTC
I am sad not because I looked at it as a tragedy or a bad thing that happened. I'm just sad because I am jaded and resigned and too philosophical for my own good. That I don't believe in love but yet sometimes hope that I would believe in it. And when I deluded myself to start believing in it, I ended up proving myself right.
I am sad because I am easily disappointed. And even when I am in the relationship, I couldn't seem to be satisfied. That is what makes me sad. That I couldn't seem to be just "normal" and let things be, instead of thinking through every thing. I am sad because I can't get the best of all worlds. It seems to me that everything is always going to lack at least one thing.
Funny thing is, I want the feeling of being in a relationship, without having the relationship. So I don't really know. I find that if this person has one thing, he doesn't have the other. I am not sad that people can't be perfect. I am just sad at the fact that I can't seem to get over even itsy bitsy tiny flaws. I always have to complain about something. That what makes me sad.
I am sad because I am easily disappointed. And even when I am in the relationship, I couldn't seem to be satisfied. That is what makes me sad. That I couldn't seem to be just "normal" and let things be, instead of thinking through every thing. I am sad because I can't get the best of all worlds. It seems to me that everything is always going to lack at least one thing.
Funny thing is, I want the feeling of being in a relationship, without having the relationship. So I don't really know. I find that if this person has one thing, he doesn't have the other. I am not sad that people can't be perfect. I am just sad at the fact that I can't seem to get over even itsy bitsy tiny flaws. I always have to complain about something. That what makes me sad.
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