Oct 31, 2004 12:24
1. I'm sick. Physically, emotionally, mentally sick.
2. I splurge. This week saw me dropping $70-ish on stuff. Half of that on clothes. Two sweaters for $35.74 (tax inclusive). Wardrobe revolution total comes to: $580.76 (tax inclusive).
3. I'm lazy and unambitious. Enough said.
4. I'm tired. Of meaningless en-can't-count-ers. That go nowhere.
5. I'm too pragmatic for my own good but also sensitive. Although I try not to show it.
6. I'm a passive socially-inept introvert.
7. I think too much of trivial things, not enough about important matters.
8. I cling. To the wrong people, who won't give me the time of day. They call me only when they need something. But not to the people who were there, no matter what.
9. I still think about him every fucking day. I don't know whether for the right reasons or not, but I still do. Which is a fact that I've denied and don't want to face, because it means that...
10. I'm sad. For god knows how long and how long it will be, because I want to stop looking back.