Jul 25, 2004 23:22
I'm glad today when I opened my inbox. I finally got a response from my bestfriend in the Philippines. After some tries, she wrote me again. I think it's because of my constant changing emails that you'd never know if it was spam or not. Hahaha. I don't believe she'll be angry over something petty. I am just a tad sensitive that way.
As always, I hear about somebody we both know getting married. She passes to me all these updates about married classmates and lamenting about single life. I'm not. I don't have the right mindset yet to marry. I still haven't had enough dose of fun. I'm a late bloomer when it comes to these things. I skipped childhood and teenagehood. I don't want to skip adulthood yet. I want to be younger to relish all those things teenage girls go through but....I'm happy because I have a good head on my shoulders.
I know I'm old when parents start to introduce you to potential husbands hoping that you'll be married off. Even my grandmother has been asking me for years whenever I will bring a partner to a gathering. She wants to see me married before she gets too old to do so. I'm thinking she has better luck seeing my other unmarried cousins get hitched before I do. I'm still holding out for that great catch.
My bestfriend wants to get married but she doesn't have somebody to get married to. I'm not in a rush, and I tell her not to be in a rush. The time will come, the right man will come along if it's meant to be. I don't go out searching for a husband. I know these things happen when you least expect them. So I don't sit around and wait for somebody to sweep me off my feet. My mission now is to improve myself and my thinking, to be happy with what I have and what I am. Enjoy life and eventually, some qualified guys will gravitate towards my happy and fulfilled self and we'll both be happy.