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so. somewhere in my subconscious mind, the fact that i'm afraid to go away to school and dont think i'm good enough to go to a UC, is manifesting itself in strange and frustrating ways.
i set the alarm in my cell phone last night
but i forgot to plug the phone in
so the battery died over night
and i slept through my calculus quiz
i dont even know if i'm going to pass anymore
my group did really badly on the take home component of the last exam
i thought i had two c's and a b on exams
now i have a d, a c, and a b
and my quiz scores are for shit
i still have time to apply to some out of state schools
as a non-math major
and as depressing as that is
i think i might have to make a go for it
because my performance as of yet
isnt going to convince anyone
that i'm cut out to be a math major
no matter how much i want it
heh, i wouldnt even know major to declare...
enough depressing bullshit
i have mad work cut out for me
i'd best get on that
i set the alarm in my cell phone last night
but i forgot to plug the phone in
so the battery died over night
and i slept through my calculus quiz
i dont even know if i'm going to pass anymore
my group did really badly on the take home component of the last exam
i thought i had two c's and a b on exams
now i have a d, a c, and a b
and my quiz scores are for shit
i still have time to apply to some out of state schools
as a non-math major
and as depressing as that is
i think i might have to make a go for it
because my performance as of yet
isnt going to convince anyone
that i'm cut out to be a math major
no matter how much i want it
heh, i wouldnt even know major to declare...
enough depressing bullshit
i have mad work cut out for me
i'd best get on that