I feel I much interject here...

[tangled_4]

i feel sick. i don't wanna go to school.
i think i'm going to ask if i can stay home
friday. i really really don't want to go.
blah.

i wish being happy wasn't such a job
for me. i'd like to not have to work at
it. I thought those kind of things were
suppose to come naturally.

I feel like stabbing something.
Like kicking and screaming until
I can't breathe anymore.

She keeps asking why I feel the way I
do and I have no answer. I don't really
have a reason and that just makes me
feel even more crazy.
She made me cry. It took everything out
of me not to just start bawling. It is more
work being normal than just being crazy.

<3