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[tang]

i had a bad day today. i cried while i was on my lunch at work, and a little on the floor (but i maintained very well- no tears fell just my eyes welled up). then when i got off my friend came over for a bit to help me with something for my identity stuff. when he left i left to go to the mall... to pay some bills... i also got my nails done (a splurge from having a bad day). while i was in the mall (looking for the nail place) guess who calls me? none other than john... he saw that i had called earlier (i left a message saying that i was coming over tomorrow after church to get my stuff that was there) and i asked him if he got my message from last night? he told me no that he hadn't checked his messages in two days. i told him to check his messages and then call me....

he hasn't called me

but i will go over to his place to give him his thing (garage door opener) back. let's see if he talks to me or not.

i want to talk to him, b/c i didn't want to break up with him. but he really gave me no other choice.