Jan 06, 2005 14:54
I'm not going to call him tonight. Let's see if he calls me?....
I couldn't sleep last night b/c thinking about us was really makeing me uneasy about everything.
I believe he is obsessive compulsive about sports, really I do.
but anyway... the letter....
"You said that you were not sure about what you wanted. Also, that you needed some time to think about "us." But I can tell what is most important to you in your life. I am not saying that it's right or it's wrong, just that it hurts really badly to know this fact. But I'd rather know it now than further down the road. You the the game you will always have wheather it be on TV or played in the field with you and your friends. But I am sorry to say that I am tired of waiting for the game to be over, because it's never going to be over.
So I am going to help you out and make you decision for you. Our game is over. I am so very sorry that it has to end this way but you made the play in this relationship. Yeah- and they were some bad ones too. I am sorry to say but you loose.
If you see it in a different way... you know my phone numbers and where I can be found. I won't be calling you again, but to collect my things at your house, and to give you yours.
Broken Hearted-
Fontaine"
but I don't know when to give it to him... friends' say that i need to give it time and work at/on it with him. but he's making not attempt to work on it with me. i just don't know right now.