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I only feel like myself when I'm doing all the shit I'm not supposed to be doing. When I drink and smoke and swear, I feel raw. I feel like myself. When I blatantly say that everyone else go straight to hell, that all I need is right here, I feel like this is who I really am. Not the polite, stone-faced girl. Sweetheart, when I'm me, I'm laughing, all the time, and I'm rude and honest. I laugh at everything, even when it hurts so bad I draw blood, taste copper on my tongue. Ain't nothing about me right, because people aren't supposed to be like the me you see, but that's the me that I show. Because girls are good, girls are sweet, girls don't have teeth. But darling, why else was I born with eyeteeth?
You want to know me baby, well in wine, there is truth, and in vodka, there is purity. A kiss to my sour mouth, love of my life, and you'll taste all that I hide.
You want to know me baby, well in wine, there is truth, and in vodka, there is purity. A kiss to my sour mouth, love of my life, and you'll taste all that I hide.