We yelled really loud
Last nite me, Mandy and Telle met a bunch of friends up at Sherlock's. It was soooo much fun. However, on the way home, Mandy started talking about this guy she knows, and she tried to compare him to Jase. Everyone that knows me knows that that is a VERY sensitive subject to me. So, I told her I didn't want to talk about that, and that part of the convo was over. Well, since she was hammered, she kept talking about it, and whatnot. So, I yelled over her, then she yelled over me. Since she wouldn't drop it, I turned the radio up really loud. Then she yelled louder. Then we were yelling at each other about yelling. Then she said "Can I just talk about me for like 2 seconds?" Then I said "Go ahead, you always do anyway!" So, of course that ticked her off. So we both said mean stuff to each other. It was quite ridiculous. At one point I told her I was gonna pull over and let her out.Everything ended up being ok though. We both apologized. It was so stupid anyway.
So, when I was upset about Telle, obviously I talked to Jase about it. I cried, and he was sweet and listened. I haven't talked to him since Sunday. He text me on Tuesday and asked if I was ok. I said 'yea, why do you ask?' He said 'you know about telle." How sweet! Then last nite at like 12:45, he randomly text me while I was at the bar. I didn't respond, so he text me again. He's so crazy. He's coming in town tomorrow. I wonder how that will go. Probably like it always goes. Good, but sad when he leaves. I haven't seen him since 4th of July. It's so routine now, it doesn't even phase me when I don't see him for a while. I hope he comes home soon.
On the way to the bar last nite Mandy said "It's almost over guys." And she's right. She's gonna start teaching in 2 weeks, and Telle is leaving. Everything is changing. We're growing up now. But I think this is all falling into God's plan. It's funny cuz I was telling Jase that even though I beg him to come home, I wasn't sure if that's really what I want. Cuz I have become accustomed to this lifestyle I have now. And I know what it will be like when he comes home, and I wasn't sure if that's what I want. But, now that Telle's leaving, I will not be living the same. She's my going out buddy. With her gone, I really won't be going out much at all. So, is God making room in my life for Jase to come home? Maybe, maybe not. I wonder......only time will tell.
So, when I was upset about Telle, obviously I talked to Jase about it. I cried, and he was sweet and listened. I haven't talked to him since Sunday. He text me on Tuesday and asked if I was ok. I said 'yea, why do you ask?' He said 'you know about telle." How sweet! Then last nite at like 12:45, he randomly text me while I was at the bar. I didn't respond, so he text me again. He's so crazy. He's coming in town tomorrow. I wonder how that will go. Probably like it always goes. Good, but sad when he leaves. I haven't seen him since 4th of July. It's so routine now, it doesn't even phase me when I don't see him for a while. I hope he comes home soon.
On the way to the bar last nite Mandy said "It's almost over guys." And she's right. She's gonna start teaching in 2 weeks, and Telle is leaving. Everything is changing. We're growing up now. But I think this is all falling into God's plan. It's funny cuz I was telling Jase that even though I beg him to come home, I wasn't sure if that's really what I want. Cuz I have become accustomed to this lifestyle I have now. And I know what it will be like when he comes home, and I wasn't sure if that's what I want. But, now that Telle's leaving, I will not be living the same. She's my going out buddy. With her gone, I really won't be going out much at all. So, is God making room in my life for Jase to come home? Maybe, maybe not. I wonder......only time will tell.