just because we use cheats doesn't mean were not smart
so first off everyone should listen to the song "anyone else" by the modly peaches because its amazing and though there not really saying anything it seems really insightful and its super "chill"
So it seems i've gotten into a ruitene (i cant spell??). which is scary because it is. i want to live every day like its my last. i want to do something wild and crazy everyday. experience and learn everyday. i mean i do do new things a lot but i dont know i feel like i should be going all these places and seeing all these things as apposed to just going to the zone (yea its true...) but if there is one thing i know in this world, its that fruit snacks are deliscous. and that i cant spell.
but anyways, back to being insightful. so this super tight kid named rory (i think he should spell his name ROARy, you know like the sound a lion makes, yea)and i have been rekindlig our flame recently and that is tight because hes a cool guy (like a brother to me! haha) and i like talking with him. but anyways we got into a little ordeal yesterday envolving a car, no big deal really, but those kind of things always put stuff into perspective for me. what if it was worse, what if something really bad had happend and i was game over. would my life have been worth something? what do i do to make my life worth something? sure ill be remember (hopefully) by my friends for being fun and whatever but did i really make a difference in the world? is simply being enough? just makes you think, and makes you grateful that you hopefully have a long life to live and do many things. i'm excited to live, or rather to be living. i wonder if i would have said this say 4 years ago? i doubt it. would i still have the same optimism on life if my "happiness" crutch was taken away? i really hope so. but anyways, rory, thank you, for not only being tight and putting up with all the shit i give you (even though you like it) but also for giving me a rude awakening, because we all need one of those sometimes.
but on a lighter note... so in like hundreds of thousands of years do you think women will just be born without hair on their legs? cause really there is no purpose for it anymore and most women shave it off (assumption based off of industralized america) and acording to that darwin guy and all his evolution hog wash it should go away, shouldnt it? and why dont we have hair on our feet? 80% of your body heat escapes from your head and look at all the hair we have there, but like 15% of you body heat comes out of your feet, seems like there should be hair there too. i dunno, just a though.
being a junior is fucking weird, i'm the littlest im not suppose to go to college and move out and stuff, just my brother and sister were suppose to do that. but im really really excited.
So it seems i've gotten into a ruitene (i cant spell??). which is scary because it is. i want to live every day like its my last. i want to do something wild and crazy everyday. experience and learn everyday. i mean i do do new things a lot but i dont know i feel like i should be going all these places and seeing all these things as apposed to just going to the zone (yea its true...) but if there is one thing i know in this world, its that fruit snacks are deliscous. and that i cant spell.
but anyways, back to being insightful. so this super tight kid named rory (i think he should spell his name ROARy, you know like the sound a lion makes, yea)and i have been rekindlig our flame recently and that is tight because hes a cool guy (like a brother to me! haha) and i like talking with him. but anyways we got into a little ordeal yesterday envolving a car, no big deal really, but those kind of things always put stuff into perspective for me. what if it was worse, what if something really bad had happend and i was game over. would my life have been worth something? what do i do to make my life worth something? sure ill be remember (hopefully) by my friends for being fun and whatever but did i really make a difference in the world? is simply being enough? just makes you think, and makes you grateful that you hopefully have a long life to live and do many things. i'm excited to live, or rather to be living. i wonder if i would have said this say 4 years ago? i doubt it. would i still have the same optimism on life if my "happiness" crutch was taken away? i really hope so. but anyways, rory, thank you, for not only being tight and putting up with all the shit i give you (even though you like it) but also for giving me a rude awakening, because we all need one of those sometimes.
but on a lighter note... so in like hundreds of thousands of years do you think women will just be born without hair on their legs? cause really there is no purpose for it anymore and most women shave it off (assumption based off of industralized america) and acording to that darwin guy and all his evolution hog wash it should go away, shouldnt it? and why dont we have hair on our feet? 80% of your body heat escapes from your head and look at all the hair we have there, but like 15% of you body heat comes out of your feet, seems like there should be hair there too. i dunno, just a though.
being a junior is fucking weird, i'm the littlest im not suppose to go to college and move out and stuff, just my brother and sister were suppose to do that. but im really really excited.