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I've turned insomniac. Seriously. I often go through stages where I can't sleep at night. For some odd reason, I end up restless until dawn and then manage to fall asleep. I'm sure that it's psychological...but I don't want to go any deeper into self-diagnosis than that.
But last night. I was up all night. Finally got tired around 9AM dragged myself to bed expecting to sleep most of the day. Nope....Woke up around 11AM unable to get a wink more sleep. So for the last hour and half I've been vascillating between lucid and semi-comatose...but completely unable to sleep. :(
Shimmerwings prodded me to write newsies smut. I thought...if I'm going to be up all night, might as well give it a try. And it turns out...I CAN'T do it. I tried...and everything just came out so wrong. So, so wrong. And I'm not sure why. *shakes head*
But last night. I was up all night. Finally got tired around 9AM dragged myself to bed expecting to sleep most of the day. Nope....Woke up around 11AM unable to get a wink more sleep. So for the last hour and half I've been vascillating between lucid and semi-comatose...but completely unable to sleep. :(
Shimmerwings prodded me to write newsies smut. I thought...if I'm going to be up all night, might as well give it a try. And it turns out...I CAN'T do it. I tried...and everything just came out so wrong. So, so wrong. And I'm not sure why. *shakes head*