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fuck.
you know that caveman thing i was talking about?
yeah, it didnt go away overnight. and i was so counting on that it would.
the other day i was like "fat. fat fat fat fat."
and colleen goes, "god, i feel fat too."
and i'm like shit. she's a size, like, 3.
great, i feel awesome.
the only person remotely close to my size is teresa. she's kind of curvy but really well proportioned and never looks fat, not even when she wears the really really really tight seventh-grade shirts.
blah.
i was seriously looking at treadmills the other day on ebay.
and what pisses me off the most is that i dont overeat. i eat the amount a NORMAL PERSON should consume.
but the really skinny skinny skinny as shit girls eat like, a potato chip less than me and are a size double zero. i didnt even know there was a size 00. i went straight from girls clothes (14) to size 1 or 2.
life is so unfair, i tell you.
its not like they even have the brains to add to their beauty. nope. they're in like the lowest math class.
but god has given me one advantage over them: i have had bigger boobs than them since like fourth grade.
hahahahahahaha.
that's really shallow, but i dont give a fuck. they're mean anyway.
and a little hint: you think girls stop stuffing their bra by seventh grade?
they don't.
haha.
i really do hate those girls. they're shallow and STUPID.
i hang out with this really quiet girl in science class, courtney.
okay, this sounds bad, but at the beginning of the year we had to pick lab partners and since all the stupid girls - well, there are some decent ones - paired up, i sat next to her and was like "Hey."
i'm really lame, i know.
but today we did this jeopardy game and i made her laugh, like more than once. i was like SWEET, what an accomplishment.
she is quieter than a fish, i'm telling you.
i would say mouse but stupid rufus was chasing one of those the other day in our house and it made a hella lot of noise. and fish cant make sounds. so there.
and this chick is really smart. if she was a little louder and had gone to my elementary school, we would be like, best friends.
okay, so maybe i'd have to be a little quieter. but you know.
she kind of confuses me though, because i dont know if annoy her because she's got this total zen thing down.
she's always calm and when someone gets REALLY crazy she just kind of like lifts an eyebrow or gives this weird look.
but she is still like way cooler than most of the freaks in my classes.
i can't WAIT for spring break. im going to spend it sleeping, eating, and writing my research paper. score.
oh well. you can't have it all.
you know that caveman thing i was talking about?
yeah, it didnt go away overnight. and i was so counting on that it would.
the other day i was like "fat. fat fat fat fat."
and colleen goes, "god, i feel fat too."
and i'm like shit. she's a size, like, 3.
great, i feel awesome.
the only person remotely close to my size is teresa. she's kind of curvy but really well proportioned and never looks fat, not even when she wears the really really really tight seventh-grade shirts.
blah.
i was seriously looking at treadmills the other day on ebay.
and what pisses me off the most is that i dont overeat. i eat the amount a NORMAL PERSON should consume.
but the really skinny skinny skinny as shit girls eat like, a potato chip less than me and are a size double zero. i didnt even know there was a size 00. i went straight from girls clothes (14) to size 1 or 2.
life is so unfair, i tell you.
its not like they even have the brains to add to their beauty. nope. they're in like the lowest math class.
but god has given me one advantage over them: i have had bigger boobs than them since like fourth grade.
hahahahahahaha.
that's really shallow, but i dont give a fuck. they're mean anyway.
and a little hint: you think girls stop stuffing their bra by seventh grade?
they don't.
haha.
i really do hate those girls. they're shallow and STUPID.
i hang out with this really quiet girl in science class, courtney.
okay, this sounds bad, but at the beginning of the year we had to pick lab partners and since all the stupid girls - well, there are some decent ones - paired up, i sat next to her and was like "Hey."
i'm really lame, i know.
but today we did this jeopardy game and i made her laugh, like more than once. i was like SWEET, what an accomplishment.
she is quieter than a fish, i'm telling you.
i would say mouse but stupid rufus was chasing one of those the other day in our house and it made a hella lot of noise. and fish cant make sounds. so there.
and this chick is really smart. if she was a little louder and had gone to my elementary school, we would be like, best friends.
okay, so maybe i'd have to be a little quieter. but you know.
she kind of confuses me though, because i dont know if annoy her because she's got this total zen thing down.
she's always calm and when someone gets REALLY crazy she just kind of like lifts an eyebrow or gives this weird look.
but she is still like way cooler than most of the freaks in my classes.
i can't WAIT for spring break. im going to spend it sleeping, eating, and writing my research paper. score.
oh well. you can't have it all.