Rub me tender
Ooops, havent updated in a while and my last update was kinda miserable. I've been busy and always too tired to write, especially in english.
But anyway, I've cheered up a lot after that last entry of mine. I've had more long talks with my new (and actually the first) gayfriend. It's so nice to be able to talk about sex and men in general with another man so openly. It feels so much less disgusting when we are on the same page. When I accidentally mention details of gay sex to my straight friends they always start gagging or something like that. Yeap, that makes me feel very normal... Anyway, I've never had this kinda feeling of understanding with anyone. It was such a surprise to hear my thoughts from his mouth. We even have the same taste in men. ; p
We had final day of nude drawing today at school and I had to draw a short comic about these few weeks. It turned out great. I'll try and scan it sometime soon, maybe next week or something, and some other stuff aswell. I've been a bit depressed at school cause I never have enough time to do all the assignments we get and my own projects, that't the downside of not living in the dorm. But luckily we have atleast 2 weeks of personal time, even personal guidance from our teacher. We should have atleast one long project under work so we can get the most out of the next weeks. I wish I could write long novels... bleh. Hopefully I can find something to draw from my scetchbooks or something. Or maybe some talented writer drops from the sky and gives me a story to draw, I dunno.
Wednesday was fun. My friends dragged me to see this concert with them. It was odd that they were so eager to get me there, but it turned out that they wanted me to see this cute Bass player one of the bands had. My friend who was organizing the event will possibly arrange a date with us I think. :) It was fun to practice my flirting skills in the bar. I propably ended up looking pretty stupid with my long stares and awkward smiles... : )
This week is almost over, after tomorrow I have a fabulous day and a half of free time. I'll propably spend the whole sunday in bed. It is surprisingly tough to combine school and work, but still not as hard as I thought in the beginning. I just want to lift my feet up and fall asleep. I think I've written terrible english here, ah, too tired I guess. The whole day has been a complete blur to me.
But oh yes, I went over to my friends house to look at their new kittens(4), 4 days old!! I'll pick one of them as a friend for my (almost) year old cat. It was so amazingly moving to hold such a weak and beautiful life in my palm. I couldn't stop staring at them. Hmmmh...
Life is beautiful.
But anyway, I've cheered up a lot after that last entry of mine. I've had more long talks with my new (and actually the first) gayfriend. It's so nice to be able to talk about sex and men in general with another man so openly. It feels so much less disgusting when we are on the same page. When I accidentally mention details of gay sex to my straight friends they always start gagging or something like that. Yeap, that makes me feel very normal... Anyway, I've never had this kinda feeling of understanding with anyone. It was such a surprise to hear my thoughts from his mouth. We even have the same taste in men. ; p
We had final day of nude drawing today at school and I had to draw a short comic about these few weeks. It turned out great. I'll try and scan it sometime soon, maybe next week or something, and some other stuff aswell. I've been a bit depressed at school cause I never have enough time to do all the assignments we get and my own projects, that't the downside of not living in the dorm. But luckily we have atleast 2 weeks of personal time, even personal guidance from our teacher. We should have atleast one long project under work so we can get the most out of the next weeks. I wish I could write long novels... bleh. Hopefully I can find something to draw from my scetchbooks or something. Or maybe some talented writer drops from the sky and gives me a story to draw, I dunno.
Wednesday was fun. My friends dragged me to see this concert with them. It was odd that they were so eager to get me there, but it turned out that they wanted me to see this cute Bass player one of the bands had. My friend who was organizing the event will possibly arrange a date with us I think. :) It was fun to practice my flirting skills in the bar. I propably ended up looking pretty stupid with my long stares and awkward smiles... : )
This week is almost over, after tomorrow I have a fabulous day and a half of free time. I'll propably spend the whole sunday in bed. It is surprisingly tough to combine school and work, but still not as hard as I thought in the beginning. I just want to lift my feet up and fall asleep. I think I've written terrible english here, ah, too tired I guess. The whole day has been a complete blur to me.
But oh yes, I went over to my friends house to look at their new kittens(4), 4 days old!! I'll pick one of them as a friend for my (almost) year old cat. It was so amazingly moving to hold such a weak and beautiful life in my palm. I couldn't stop staring at them. Hmmmh...
Life is beautiful.