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I've been restricting like hell for a month, and I know I've lost weight, yet my pants still fit the exact same or tighter. what the hell is going on? Why am I still just as fucking fat when I'm starving the fuck out of myself and afraid to touch food? All I do is drink and eat dinner, which I absolutely cannot avoid, living with just my dad. I walk every day and do pilates. I see a difference in myself. And yet I'm still fatass clothes size and still a fucking. fatass.
fml smh at myself.
fml smh at myself.