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People are assholes. But I choose to see the good in the people that I am around, and simply allow those who are so wrapped up in their own selfishness and anger, their inability to see how they affect people, their mistakes (so clearly written in front of them, yet so bitterly ignored) that they won't accept, to float by me.
It's going to be a difficult thing to do. But I need to do it for my own peace of mind. I can't keep letting myself get hurt by people that are so self centered that my own well being is sacrificed every single time. My self image and self esteem have been shattered by these people so many times that I have starved myself, been addicted to diet pills, laxatives, self harm, smoking, I mean fuck. I've carved words- hateful, horrible words- into my own skin from self loathing. It isn't right that I have let myself be degraded into believing these things, that I've allowed myself to think there's something intrinsically wrong with me, instead of there possibly being something wrong with the fucks who have hurt me.
It's time to start climbing and learning to love myself, and fuck anyone who wants to make me hate who I am.
What would Bill Nye do?
It's going to be a difficult thing to do. But I need to do it for my own peace of mind. I can't keep letting myself get hurt by people that are so self centered that my own well being is sacrificed every single time. My self image and self esteem have been shattered by these people so many times that I have starved myself, been addicted to diet pills, laxatives, self harm, smoking, I mean fuck. I've carved words- hateful, horrible words- into my own skin from self loathing. It isn't right that I have let myself be degraded into believing these things, that I've allowed myself to think there's something intrinsically wrong with me, instead of there possibly being something wrong with the fucks who have hurt me.
It's time to start climbing and learning to love myself, and fuck anyone who wants to make me hate who I am.
What would Bill Nye do?