Wishful Thinking
Hi guys, it's been a really while since last time I wrote. Why? well, it's what happens when I have a blog, I only write when I feel like it, and I feel like writing just now. I honestly do not like to write, I used to, but I stopped because I didn't feel like it anymore. Something got my eyes, though, when I saw an announcement at my school about writing competition, and the prize for winner is 5 million rupiah. I guess I can buy iPod Touch with it. Oh yeah, I haven't told you yet, I decided to get over iPhone and move to iPod Touch, it's cheaper and the capacity is bigger, how's that?
Btw yesterday I came to ryegan 's house and she insisted(well, not really insisting, because I kinda wanted to) me to watch "Elephant", a movie from HBOFILMS based on a true story, about school massacre, Columbine. Well it was interesting, but people in that film weren't so "scared" when Eric & Alex started shooting all around school.
You see my userpic? Know who it is? If you're a fan of American Idol you've got to know him, he's a true musical genius, I LOVE HIM SO DAMN MUCH, ehem. Despite of his sometimes-weird fashion style, hahaha, which never actually bothered my affection for him, and his sexuality that has never been confirm officially either. Although it was never confirmed by him, so many people already said that he's gay, and so many articles that read "Could he be the first gay winner on 'Idol'?". Gah.
In my class, the only friend I know who watches American Idol doesn't like Adam, I can't blame her, when people make music, there is always love and there is always hate, like Adam says "If you make music that is pleasing everyone, you're probably playing it too safe.", but deep inside I so want to shut her up everytime she says "I don't like Adam", I'm really sorry, hanan, but you probably already know, right?.
I'm crazy for you, Adam! omgosh I really envy those who live over there!, esp in San Diego, people in San Diego got to meet Adam last Friday!, shit, I wish Adam's hometown was in Jakarta, lol. But really, I cried when I saw Adam gave away his hug to everyone!. I was like "noooo, he's mine!", wishful thinking, I guess. But something bothers me, what will happen when the show this season is over?, what will happen to him?, I hope he can reach the goal of his life(hehe), and I hope I can meet him, greet him, talk to him, shake our hands, hug him, take a picture with him, oh shit oh shit oh shit, this is excruciating me. You have no idea how much I love him even after I told you this. Sorry, my bad, I'm being smart-ass.
One fact about him, he likes to wear accessories his fans gave him, so I decided to send him one. What should I send?
Btw yesterday I came to ryegan 's house and she insisted(well, not really insisting, because I kinda wanted to) me to watch "Elephant", a movie from HBOFILMS based on a true story, about school massacre, Columbine. Well it was interesting, but people in that film weren't so "scared" when Eric & Alex started shooting all around school.
You see my userpic? Know who it is? If you're a fan of American Idol you've got to know him, he's a true musical genius, I LOVE HIM SO DAMN MUCH, ehem. Despite of his sometimes-weird fashion style, hahaha, which never actually bothered my affection for him, and his sexuality that has never been confirm officially either. Although it was never confirmed by him, so many people already said that he's gay, and so many articles that read "Could he be the first gay winner on 'Idol'?". Gah.
In my class, the only friend I know who watches American Idol doesn't like Adam, I can't blame her, when people make music, there is always love and there is always hate, like Adam says "If you make music that is pleasing everyone, you're probably playing it too safe.", but deep inside I so want to shut her up everytime she says "I don't like Adam", I'm really sorry, hanan, but you probably already know, right?.
I'm crazy for you, Adam! omgosh I really envy those who live over there!, esp in San Diego, people in San Diego got to meet Adam last Friday!, shit, I wish Adam's hometown was in Jakarta, lol. But really, I cried when I saw Adam gave away his hug to everyone!. I was like "noooo, he's mine!", wishful thinking, I guess. But something bothers me, what will happen when the show this season is over?, what will happen to him?, I hope he can reach the goal of his life(hehe), and I hope I can meet him, greet him, talk to him, shake our hands, hug him, take a picture with him, oh shit oh shit oh shit, this is excruciating me. You have no idea how much I love him even after I told you this. Sorry, my bad, I'm being smart-ass.
One fact about him, he likes to wear accessories his fans gave him, so I decided to send him one. What should I send?