In a Mood
I swear, I'm bipolar.
Either that or my days are.
I had some good days recently. But ever since yesterday I've been in a funk. No, I don't feel like disco dancing. I feel as though all of the work I put into making my life (or my future life) rich and full and meaningful goes wasted or unrecognized.
Nothing really glamorous happened to get me this way. Yesterday was just... a bad day. It started off all wrong and the mood just persisted all day. I felt... inadequate. Rejected. Looked down upon. Awkward. I think those are some good adjectives. And nothing I did helped me.
Today was a blah day. Nothing happened. I slept in. Didn't even hear my phone when Jenn called to go to Curves today (sorry, hun.. :( ), and I would've called but I have no idea what the schedule is like. I don't want to call during class. So... yeah.
I had one class today. But I had a ton of work to do. And I still do. I really should go to the Spanish lab tomorrow. But then I really should start my observation at the magnet school, too. So... I don't know. Maybe I'll just wait until next week. I feel like there's so much to do before we leave Friday for Syracuse. First and foremost my room desperately needs to be cleaned. I hate coming home after NOT wanting to leave in the first place to a messy room.
I met my roommate and Siobhan for dinner last night, then we went to Stop and Shop. I have me some mozzerella balls. Yummy. I have dinner for tonight.
We also had to get our shower re-caulked. So I have to be a dirty girl until tomorrow morning.
Is there a GSC meeting tonight since we're on a Monday schedule?
Blah.
Either that or my days are.
I had some good days recently. But ever since yesterday I've been in a funk. No, I don't feel like disco dancing. I feel as though all of the work I put into making my life (or my future life) rich and full and meaningful goes wasted or unrecognized.
Nothing really glamorous happened to get me this way. Yesterday was just... a bad day. It started off all wrong and the mood just persisted all day. I felt... inadequate. Rejected. Looked down upon. Awkward. I think those are some good adjectives. And nothing I did helped me.
Today was a blah day. Nothing happened. I slept in. Didn't even hear my phone when Jenn called to go to Curves today (sorry, hun.. :( ), and I would've called but I have no idea what the schedule is like. I don't want to call during class. So... yeah.
I had one class today. But I had a ton of work to do. And I still do. I really should go to the Spanish lab tomorrow. But then I really should start my observation at the magnet school, too. So... I don't know. Maybe I'll just wait until next week. I feel like there's so much to do before we leave Friday for Syracuse. First and foremost my room desperately needs to be cleaned. I hate coming home after NOT wanting to leave in the first place to a messy room.
I met my roommate and Siobhan for dinner last night, then we went to Stop and Shop. I have me some mozzerella balls. Yummy. I have dinner for tonight.
We also had to get our shower re-caulked. So I have to be a dirty girl until tomorrow morning.
Is there a GSC meeting tonight since we're on a Monday schedule?
Blah.