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Sep 17, 2005 01:08

Could I just say, for the record, that I'm a week into school, and I already hate my Ancient Runes class? Why did I bother taking it? It's not as if any job I'm interested in after school requires an advanced education in the subject. If any more of these little snags pop up, I'm going see if I can drop the class. Only a week in I may be, but I'm seeing it as a huge waste of time for the year ahead, not to mention a possibly huge inconvenience. Hm, dropping it sounding like a better idea already.

I haven't even seen any of my friend since returning to school. That seems odd, doesn't it? I haven't caught up with any of those I couldn't keep in touch with over summer, and furthermore, those I saw over summer I haven't seen at all, now that we're all stuck together in one place. Okay, I've seen them, but only in class. I haven't managed to speak with any of them with getting all my shit together for the classes I'm taking, the seemingly overwhelming load of school work the Professors have loaded on us already, and just trying not to fall asleep. Why do I love learning, yet hate school? I'm a complex creature.

Really, really weird to be back in the Ravenclaw house. Really awkward, if I'm honest, and I haven't quite been able to settle in completely. The bed feels odd, and the breathing from the other beds seems to bother me more than it used to. I'm not liking the fact that I'm sharing a room again with girls, that I have to wait for my shower in the morning, or that one of them steals my hair brush ... this and that, little annoyances, but nothing major. It's just awkward.

Want out of this room. Must find an excuse to get out. Library? Can't deal with the noise in the common room until the first years calm down a bit. There is someone down the hall that I want to speak to. There is someone in the Slytherin house I want to speak to. Maybe visits are in order.



Lufi,

Seems like it's been longer than a week, doesn't it? I really miss you, and I'm finding it hard to adjust to a lot of things that I'm so used to doing with you. Even writing you an owl feels weird to me, so used to talking to you face to face, being able to look at you. I'd have a shit load more things to say to you if I didn't have to write them down. I just really miss your goddamn snoring waking me up in the middle of the night. The moment I get some time, I'm going to go speak with Professor Dumbledore about coming home on weekends and other occasions.

Fuck, I don't even know what to say. Some of my classes suck, others don't, all of them piling on school work like they're trying to see how much we can handle before we point our wands at the school.

I have a roommate, and she's the most ridiculous thing ever. I don't know how she manages it, but at every night, at the exact moment I'm falling asleep, she's eating something crunchy ... How she's able to get food in the dorms in that kind of supply, I don't know, and I really have no idea how she's able to continually wake me up, but everytime I roll over to glare at her, she's so sweet about it, offering me a bit of whatever she's eating and "Oh, I have something else if you'd prefer!" I don't know whether to be mad, laugh, or go sleep in the showers.

Have you been playing? What has your week been like? Have you been eating? Write back, and tell me. I'm hoping by next weekend I'll be able to come home. I've said it before, but saying I miss you is just the biggest thought in my head right now. I miss you, and I love you.

-Tale
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