Nov 06, 2005 00:26
God but my moods have been kickin just all over the place. And still he stays by my side... I feel almost as though I have faded from existence. I'm no longer the social butterfly I once was. I'm even hating the mall again. And I don't care for being around large groups of people. But I did get my license this week!!! So now I need a vehicle. Which means after that step, I'll be looking for a place to live...
Oh, and yesterday was the official mark of 4 years of living in New Hampshire...of having lost all my hopes and having my dreams shattered and the millions of pieces scattered those long miles...