Happy Thanksgiving!
Happy turkey day everyone!
Yes, this is the day where we all get to turn carnivorous and devour lots of meat. Looooots of meat. And I must say that I'm rather happy with that. So...apart from the fact that we're not actually eating turkey tonight, things are good. I'm just finishing up with V for Vendetta, which was as awesome as it always has been...with the slight...annoyance about a few parts that I hate watching x.x
First thing that I don't like...when she's being attacked by the Fingermen who are going to rape her. I don't like that first part, before V gets there. I don't...no, I cannot stand the scene with the priest. I proceeded to run out of the room when I saw that it was about to happen.
The last "scene" is the beginning of the torture that Evey has to go through. I don't like watching it, but I understand how important it is.
Anyways, other than all of that, things are good...although there are a few things that I don't want to talk about to quite a few people. I...don't like how weak I am, and although I talk about it with the people who keep me sane, who keep me happy, who, frankly, keep me alive, I still don't like talking about it. So they, or she, knows, because I need to talk about it with her. Because it is important that I get past it, and a lot of it requires that I slowly get past it, day by day, hour by hour. Thinking about it...doesn't really help me out after I've thought through why it's silly or ridiculous. I start to get anxious, and it doesn't help me out. I think it through once or twice, and then I let it sit because that's what I need to do, because otherwise I panic.
I said I wouldn't talk about it, and I won't...happy thanksgiving everyone.
Yes, this is the day where we all get to turn carnivorous and devour lots of meat. Looooots of meat. And I must say that I'm rather happy with that. So...apart from the fact that we're not actually eating turkey tonight, things are good. I'm just finishing up with V for Vendetta, which was as awesome as it always has been...with the slight...annoyance about a few parts that I hate watching x.x
First thing that I don't like...when she's being attacked by the Fingermen who are going to rape her. I don't like that first part, before V gets there. I don't...no, I cannot stand the scene with the priest. I proceeded to run out of the room when I saw that it was about to happen.
The last "scene" is the beginning of the torture that Evey has to go through. I don't like watching it, but I understand how important it is.
Anyways, other than all of that, things are good...although there are a few things that I don't want to talk about to quite a few people. I...don't like how weak I am, and although I talk about it with the people who keep me sane, who keep me happy, who, frankly, keep me alive, I still don't like talking about it. So they, or she, knows, because I need to talk about it with her. Because it is important that I get past it, and a lot of it requires that I slowly get past it, day by day, hour by hour. Thinking about it...doesn't really help me out after I've thought through why it's silly or ridiculous. I start to get anxious, and it doesn't help me out. I think it through once or twice, and then I let it sit because that's what I need to do, because otherwise I panic.
I said I wouldn't talk about it, and I won't...happy thanksgiving everyone.