Rambles on love
The most powerful thing that you can do to someone...
Love.
Love can cause someone to completely change their mood at the drop of a hat. When I'm feeling down all I have to do is think of her and it's like my world just lit up, like everything just got so much brighter. Something's overwhelming me? I almost instantly think of her and suddenly it's bearable. It can cause a shift of priorities, changing from focusing on yourself to them, or to a more healthy middle ground where you don't focus on what you need and want anymore, or at least not to an unhealthy extent. With...the right kind of love, you can actually change who you are if you don't like it. Change how the day is going just by thinking of what you have now.
I will admit that I'm somewhat of a dork when it comes to love. I'll freely admit that with a smile on my face and squeal. Yes, you saw that right. I fucking squeal when I think of what I have now. A month ago, pretty much to the hour of the day, I wouldn't have dreamed that I could be feeling this right now. I couldn't have honestly expected that anything like this could have happened. Now...now I'm just so happy that it happened, that I can finally be happy? Nobody is saying that it is but...is it such a crime that I'm so happy? Why is it that in our society it's almost expected that we aren't happy? Oh well...Yes, I'm floating on cloud nine. I'm...I can have my day made just by listening to her voice. I don't even have to be next to her for it to happen, all I need to do is talk to her. Thinking of her puts that bounce in my step, knowing that she knows how I feel about her makes me so happy that I have and will cry.
I don't know of any other emotion that can do that...and I hope that I'll never find anything to top what I'm feeling now, because that would just be unfair.
Love.
Love can cause someone to completely change their mood at the drop of a hat. When I'm feeling down all I have to do is think of her and it's like my world just lit up, like everything just got so much brighter. Something's overwhelming me? I almost instantly think of her and suddenly it's bearable. It can cause a shift of priorities, changing from focusing on yourself to them, or to a more healthy middle ground where you don't focus on what you need and want anymore, or at least not to an unhealthy extent. With...the right kind of love, you can actually change who you are if you don't like it. Change how the day is going just by thinking of what you have now.
I will admit that I'm somewhat of a dork when it comes to love. I'll freely admit that with a smile on my face and squeal. Yes, you saw that right. I fucking squeal when I think of what I have now. A month ago, pretty much to the hour of the day, I wouldn't have dreamed that I could be feeling this right now. I couldn't have honestly expected that anything like this could have happened. Now...now I'm just so happy that it happened, that I can finally be happy? Nobody is saying that it is but...is it such a crime that I'm so happy? Why is it that in our society it's almost expected that we aren't happy? Oh well...Yes, I'm floating on cloud nine. I'm...I can have my day made just by listening to her voice. I don't even have to be next to her for it to happen, all I need to do is talk to her. Thinking of her puts that bounce in my step, knowing that she knows how I feel about her makes me so happy that I have and will cry.
I don't know of any other emotion that can do that...and I hope that I'll never find anything to top what I'm feeling now, because that would just be unfair.