May 02, 2004 00:11
today was....alright....most of it SUCKED, but the hour and a half i spent with dawna, was the epitome of perfection...i love her so much. she's awesome. i miss soooo many people...I was listening to myself sing earlier today, and realized how i really do suck. people tell me i dont, but...wow...i really do...i have so many insecurities...i got a little "punk bracelet" from dawna...pink, and black...i love it. I really want to...well, quite frankly...do her...she's so F'in good looking...seriously...i cant believe that i wound up with such a goddess...it astounds me...shes talented, intelligent...good looking, and funny...all of which, are awesome traits to find in a girl...which most of the time, you only find 1 or 2 of those traits...she has em all...the only one i have, i think...is some of the intelligence...and from my observations, kinda the funny thing...but, i dont try to be funny, it just kinda....happens...wow. i ramble...i hate it when i ramble...i have work at 9 am tomorrow :( if Verl quits his job, then im gonna get a call right around...oh...6am... *pukes*i really need my vacation soon...but, i wont get it...anyway...i think i gotta get some sleep...so...im gonna end this thing...