a late night...
well, tonight was the first time i've stayed up all night in a long time...its currently 8:20 am...im pretty depressed right now...i miss dawna. it seems that no matter what i do to make myself happy, it boils down to "i miss dawna, and wish more than anything that i could just be with her, and have everything happy as hell" but, until she is 18, that doesnt exactly seem like something that is gonna happen, but i suppose that it is possible...but again, highly unlikely...i miss everything about her...her kiss, her smile, her squeeky little adorable laugh, the way she looks at me, and makes my heart just fall in love with her all over again...the way she sings, her voice in general. perhaps im a little "too sentimental" for being a guy, but i figure that if youre going to love someone, love them. dont be shy about all the emotions that come with love...even if they are all "heart felt and mushy".
I really wish i had somewhere to sleep at toms now...some guy named "Devin" 'moved in' a day or 2 ago...and this interesting turn in events has left me with nowhere to sleep, which i suppose is fine by me...but, definitely makes it hard to sleep when devin stole your bed, and timmy is using your blanket as a pillow...fun. not exactly something that i wanna repeat...but, since im a nice guy, (usually) ill let it slide, but i dunno...anyway....i think im gonna get going....not to sleep...but going none-the-less...
I really wish i had somewhere to sleep at toms now...some guy named "Devin" 'moved in' a day or 2 ago...and this interesting turn in events has left me with nowhere to sleep, which i suppose is fine by me...but, definitely makes it hard to sleep when devin stole your bed, and timmy is using your blanket as a pillow...fun. not exactly something that i wanna repeat...but, since im a nice guy, (usually) ill let it slide, but i dunno...anyway....i think im gonna get going....not to sleep...but going none-the-less...