May 13, 2006 23:42
i'm a sap
a hopeless
romantic
sap
how bout high school musical is just the cutest movie ever, and i've been finding myself dancing around the apartment (yes, that's right... DANCING) and singing the songs
a walk to remember is absolutely perfect because it is the bad boy that changes for the goody goody... how i wish that would happen to me in real life (well, besides the whole her dying at the end thing)... best part EVER is during the play when she sings, sits down, and he leans over and kisses her... omg...
i find myself literally laughing outloud with a huge grin on my face as i watch gilmore girls every day when i see the way luke and lorelai act around one another
hugh jackman in "someone like you".... need i say more ::sigh::
and i know God doesn't want me to be alone forever, but the more time goes by without anyone, the harder it is for me to imagine being in a loving, beautiful, goosebumps/butterfly-producing relationships ...
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on another note, things have been looking up... for awhile there it seemed like nothing was going the way i wanted it to... whether it be my car breaking down AGAIN (not even kidding)... my phone not working, and the fact that i applied to 10+ places and no one has called me back...
but ya know... i feel like things are slowly starting to fall into place... things are currently in the works as far as the car situation goes, phone is fixed, and as for a job? yeah, still haven't gotten any calls yet, but i truly feel God will place me where he knows I need to be. i still freak out now and then because all i have is babysitting (less than 10 hrs a week) and while it gives me money for GAS, that's about it... but ya know... God knows i need the money because of monthly payments i have to make, books to pay for in the fall, etc... i need to make a LOT... but ya know... it's only a matter of time... just wait
so i tell you... trust in God for He will provide