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sitting and dwelling on things is not making them go away. it's not making them any better.
i am so fucking angry and hurt.
all i want is him to love me. and call me. and let me know he cares. all i want is to be in his arms. is he with someone else? does he still care? does he love me? i want to know goddamn it! I WANT THE ANSWERS TO ALL MY QUESTIONS!! right now i hate him. i hate billy. the one person i always said i could never hate.
well i do. i love him so much that i hate him because he's not here with me. i hate that he doesn't call. i hate myself for not calling him. i hate him for not writing me back. i hate it. i have everything.
fuck all of you.
fuck love.
fuck hope.
i am so fucking angry and hurt.
all i want is him to love me. and call me. and let me know he cares. all i want is to be in his arms. is he with someone else? does he still care? does he love me? i want to know goddamn it! I WANT THE ANSWERS TO ALL MY QUESTIONS!! right now i hate him. i hate billy. the one person i always said i could never hate.
well i do. i love him so much that i hate him because he's not here with me. i hate that he doesn't call. i hate myself for not calling him. i hate him for not writing me back. i hate it. i have everything.
fuck all of you.
fuck love.
fuck hope.