the world is one messed up place.
i can feel content, have a smile on my face, and still feel like i'm in a million bloody pieces laying in some dirty disgusting puddle in the middle of the street. just waiting for someone to come by and smash me into the pavement, erasing me from existence.
i can feel at peace with nature, but there's a war going on inside of me.
i can be nice and caring to people, but not trust them at all. testing their motives and patience. it's just a matter of time before someone hurts me again.
all i need right now is to find some beautiful guy who will take me in his arms and erase all of this pain.
is that even possible?
i can feel at peace with nature, but there's a war going on inside of me.
i can be nice and caring to people, but not trust them at all. testing their motives and patience. it's just a matter of time before someone hurts me again.
all i need right now is to find some beautiful guy who will take me in his arms and erase all of this pain.
is that even possible?