Update
Sorry I have not posted alot has happened in a month so allow me to recap for you.
Josh and I are back together, more then that, Where going to get married. Not sure when but i know i want to spend the rest of my life with him. He has done so much for me and has been the best boyfriend I could ask for. So when he asked me to move with him to Oragan to be with him and live my life by his side I said yes. So back on May 5th we got a hotel and stayed there for the night. We Took a shower toghter to. (I had never taken a shower with him before so it was a whole new exseriance.) I had always been shy when it came to being alone with a guy. After the shower was when I showed Him how much i loved him and that I was ready to spend my lfe with him. We made love, It was the best exseriance I had. I had stayed a Virgin for 21 years, saying that I wanted to wait tell I got married. I have always been afraid of Guys, I could talk to them out in the open in a puplic place but being alone with them was a big fear of mine. Josh helped me get over my fear he took things slow woth me and It means alot to me that he did. He has a way of kinda reading me and he will ask what I see in his eyes. Soon after I started looking deep into his eyes, I saw our future togther, I saw our Daughter. ( we aour going to name her Angela when she is born. Thou she won't be born for a few years or so.) I consumated my love with Josh cause I know i'll be with him the rest of my life. He is my Soulmate and when where togther everything is right and perfect. Just being with him makes me happy. And each time we make love we grow stronger and stronger togther. Nowthing can take me away from him. where bond now, Our souls are linked and nothing can break the chain we created. I'll die a bit when he goes home to Oragan but I know that I'll be with him soon after then I'll have him for the rest of my life.
Our souls our married now, we really dont need some one in a fancy robe telling use where married but it might be nice to see all my friends and family there. The wedding will be in Oragan mostlikly so I'll have to keep everyone updated.
I have not gotten aring from him yet but i gave him a ring, it's two dragons. He has a Tattoo of a black dragon on his right shoulder named Aouron (something like that) and wants to get his White on too ( forgot the name he wantted to call it.) I plan to get a Tattoo on my left shoulder just so my Shadow (the hedgehog) is not alone.
Being with Josh I have changed alot he has slowly broken me of my Yaoi phase and now Yaoi does not even intrest me some times. I'll RP it but I can RP with out being effected by it.
(( I have to head out Mom needs me. I'll update more later. Next weekend I'll be going to AMA. He will be Kazekage (bought him the outfit off ebay) And i'll be Temari. C Y all later.))
Josh and I are back together, more then that, Where going to get married. Not sure when but i know i want to spend the rest of my life with him. He has done so much for me and has been the best boyfriend I could ask for. So when he asked me to move with him to Oragan to be with him and live my life by his side I said yes. So back on May 5th we got a hotel and stayed there for the night. We Took a shower toghter to. (I had never taken a shower with him before so it was a whole new exseriance.) I had always been shy when it came to being alone with a guy. After the shower was when I showed Him how much i loved him and that I was ready to spend my lfe with him. We made love, It was the best exseriance I had. I had stayed a Virgin for 21 years, saying that I wanted to wait tell I got married. I have always been afraid of Guys, I could talk to them out in the open in a puplic place but being alone with them was a big fear of mine. Josh helped me get over my fear he took things slow woth me and It means alot to me that he did. He has a way of kinda reading me and he will ask what I see in his eyes. Soon after I started looking deep into his eyes, I saw our future togther, I saw our Daughter. ( we aour going to name her Angela when she is born. Thou she won't be born for a few years or so.) I consumated my love with Josh cause I know i'll be with him the rest of my life. He is my Soulmate and when where togther everything is right and perfect. Just being with him makes me happy. And each time we make love we grow stronger and stronger togther. Nowthing can take me away from him. where bond now, Our souls are linked and nothing can break the chain we created. I'll die a bit when he goes home to Oragan but I know that I'll be with him soon after then I'll have him for the rest of my life.
Our souls our married now, we really dont need some one in a fancy robe telling use where married but it might be nice to see all my friends and family there. The wedding will be in Oragan mostlikly so I'll have to keep everyone updated.
I have not gotten aring from him yet but i gave him a ring, it's two dragons. He has a Tattoo of a black dragon on his right shoulder named Aouron (something like that) and wants to get his White on too ( forgot the name he wantted to call it.) I plan to get a Tattoo on my left shoulder just so my Shadow (the hedgehog) is not alone.
Being with Josh I have changed alot he has slowly broken me of my Yaoi phase and now Yaoi does not even intrest me some times. I'll RP it but I can RP with out being effected by it.
(( I have to head out Mom needs me. I'll update more later. Next weekend I'll be going to AMA. He will be Kazekage (bought him the outfit off ebay) And i'll be Temari. C Y all later.))