Nissan and THEM
I know I tole=d you all about my Boyfriend and how much i really love him. Well I think i told you all about his friend that they tried to hock me up with before I started falling for Kaze-Kun.
We call him Mouse it was just a name that was given to him long ago befor we meet him. Mouse is like a brother to me (one reason I did not want to date him) He calls me Imotou chan and I call him Nissan. Hes a great guy some times but *pulls out a scroll and lets it his the floor. almost longet then Santas Naughty nice list.* These our the reasons I dont want to date him and why I just like him being a brother. Im not gonna read them all off to you that take forever and Specter still needs to take over the world so i want get in his way.
After I told mouse that I just could not see us togther and that I was happy with Kaze-kun I hoped thing would just be fine. I was wrong. He comes over cause he is the one that bring Kaze-kun to me cause we live about an hour away from each other and Kaze does not have a car.
Mouse has been more depressed then normal. I try to include him in thing we do. He even plays WoW on the computer here at the house. the thing is he still feels left out. I found out last night that he was telling my mom things that he found wrong with me. ( example: Advent Children Dubded- It was all right I think they did a good job with it the only thing I did not like was Tifa's dubbed version of (Zuru zuru zuru.) The americans translated it to ( Dilly Dally Shilly Shally) Sure it was the best the y could come up with but still. It just did not fit. My friends agrred with me)
Mouse has to always be right and I told him It gets on my nerves that he always has some thing to say about every thing. He starting to remind me of THEM and I just dont want that.
THEY found everything wrong with me, every little thing i did was a sin in THERE eyes. I dont need my Nissan being like that cause It brings back bad memorys. I still think of THEM as a Friend, but I dont want to be reminded of what THEY used to do.
My mom says that mouse is also starting to act like my father. My dad used to do that to my mom so he have a reason to leave her.
If mouse is going to be like this i pitty the women that likes him and marries him. I want mouse to be happy but I don't want him to be like this. I want him to get over me and move on. I know it will take time but there are many reasons that we don't want mouse around whe kaze and I are togther. I know it painful to him but he always gets depressed and that just ruins it for all of use. I Need to find a way and tell him to stop or I just might have him Drop Kaze off to me for the weekends and he can go back to his place and be all depressed. I jus tdon't want to hurt his feelings cause hes a friend. Im torn let and right and don't know what to do.
I think rantting about it helps but not much. Any addvice you have let me know. I want to tell him but don't want to hurt him in the end.
We call him Mouse it was just a name that was given to him long ago befor we meet him. Mouse is like a brother to me (one reason I did not want to date him) He calls me Imotou chan and I call him Nissan. Hes a great guy some times but *pulls out a scroll and lets it his the floor. almost longet then Santas Naughty nice list.* These our the reasons I dont want to date him and why I just like him being a brother. Im not gonna read them all off to you that take forever and Specter still needs to take over the world so i want get in his way.
After I told mouse that I just could not see us togther and that I was happy with Kaze-kun I hoped thing would just be fine. I was wrong. He comes over cause he is the one that bring Kaze-kun to me cause we live about an hour away from each other and Kaze does not have a car.
Mouse has been more depressed then normal. I try to include him in thing we do. He even plays WoW on the computer here at the house. the thing is he still feels left out. I found out last night that he was telling my mom things that he found wrong with me. ( example: Advent Children Dubded- It was all right I think they did a good job with it the only thing I did not like was Tifa's dubbed version of (Zuru zuru zuru.) The americans translated it to ( Dilly Dally Shilly Shally) Sure it was the best the y could come up with but still. It just did not fit. My friends agrred with me)
Mouse has to always be right and I told him It gets on my nerves that he always has some thing to say about every thing. He starting to remind me of THEM and I just dont want that.
THEY found everything wrong with me, every little thing i did was a sin in THERE eyes. I dont need my Nissan being like that cause It brings back bad memorys. I still think of THEM as a Friend, but I dont want to be reminded of what THEY used to do.
My mom says that mouse is also starting to act like my father. My dad used to do that to my mom so he have a reason to leave her.
If mouse is going to be like this i pitty the women that likes him and marries him. I want mouse to be happy but I don't want him to be like this. I want him to get over me and move on. I know it will take time but there are many reasons that we don't want mouse around whe kaze and I are togther. I know it painful to him but he always gets depressed and that just ruins it for all of use. I Need to find a way and tell him to stop or I just might have him Drop Kaze off to me for the weekends and he can go back to his place and be all depressed. I jus tdon't want to hurt his feelings cause hes a friend. Im torn let and right and don't know what to do.
I think rantting about it helps but not much. Any addvice you have let me know. I want to tell him but don't want to hurt him in the end.