Dec 02, 2004 17:02
Okay, it's just disgusting now how people are treating me, people I love and adore. Do I really deserve this? Did I do something that catastrophic to merit this punishment? I don't get it, I don't understand, and I don't like it. I'm feeling so thrown out of whack, and I just can't take this depreciation anymore.
I want to wake up and have a reason to go to school other than an 800 dollar payment to my parents if I don't.
I want to be happy when the weekend comes, because I'll actually have some God damn thing to do.
I just want to be appreciated, I want people to want to be around me.
Am I realy such a troll?