ooy vayyy!
Wow, what an excellent day...(insert sarcasm where ever the fuck you want.)
Okay, so I miss my doctor's appointment today which mean I can't talk for another 2 weeks; that's going to be hell. I also haven't seen Ellen ♥, and I miss her a lot. I'm leaving soon and I won't be able to see him, that'll suck. I'll be with Kelly though, and I love her lots so it'll be okay, but I still am going to miss him.It's been really really shitty around here lately mainly because of my mind. It's funny how your mind; a fairly small organ in your head, can do so much and go so many places. I think the most fucked up things. The brain in a weird thing. Alright, so anyway, enough about the brain; i'm sure we all get enough of that in school and shit. Who gives a fuck anyway about the brain? Quiet honestly, I don't really care about my brain. As long as it gets me through each and everyday as best as it can, then I'm okay.
I really need to get my hair cut. It's getting too long. I hate it when it's long. I hate it in general. okay, that sucked.
You know what I really like to do, I like to go sailing. It's areally a lot of fun. I went last Sunday with him and a bunch of other people and it was a really fun time. While we're kind of on the topic of the ocean (that's where we went), I'm looking forward to going back to the beach with him soon. I want to walk to the lighthouse and watch the sunset so I guess that's what we plan on doing. :-) Yeah, summer basically feels like it's almost over to me. It just started but I feel like it's pretty much over. He's leaving for college soon, Kelly isn't going to be here anymore either. My two best friends aren't going to be there anymore and it sucks. So, I'm basically trying to make this summer the best one yet and spend as much time with him as possible before he goes. Obviously, Kelly is coming over like, all the time and I don't care if she's in Milton!! Ughhh...shitty.
okay, bye.
♥
Okay, so I miss my doctor's appointment today which mean I can't talk for another 2 weeks; that's going to be hell. I also haven't seen Ellen ♥, and I miss her a lot. I'm leaving soon and I won't be able to see him, that'll suck. I'll be with Kelly though, and I love her lots so it'll be okay, but I still am going to miss him.It's been really really shitty around here lately mainly because of my mind. It's funny how your mind; a fairly small organ in your head, can do so much and go so many places. I think the most fucked up things. The brain in a weird thing. Alright, so anyway, enough about the brain; i'm sure we all get enough of that in school and shit. Who gives a fuck anyway about the brain? Quiet honestly, I don't really care about my brain. As long as it gets me through each and everyday as best as it can, then I'm okay.
I really need to get my hair cut. It's getting too long. I hate it when it's long. I hate it in general. okay, that sucked.
You know what I really like to do, I like to go sailing. It's areally a lot of fun. I went last Sunday with him and a bunch of other people and it was a really fun time. While we're kind of on the topic of the ocean (that's where we went), I'm looking forward to going back to the beach with him soon. I want to walk to the lighthouse and watch the sunset so I guess that's what we plan on doing. :-) Yeah, summer basically feels like it's almost over to me. It just started but I feel like it's pretty much over. He's leaving for college soon, Kelly isn't going to be here anymore either. My two best friends aren't going to be there anymore and it sucks. So, I'm basically trying to make this summer the best one yet and spend as much time with him as possible before he goes. Obviously, Kelly is coming over like, all the time and I don't care if she's in Milton!! Ughhh...shitty.
okay, bye.
♥