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Jul 31, 2008 13:57

Strawberry banana yogurt is good.

Recently lugged my amp over to my sister's house and started using it again. Wow, I forgot how heavy that damned thing is. Anyways, I got pissed off since my strings kept slipping out of tune, and then even more pissed when I looked at the book I had brought and saw that everything was 1 1/2 steps downtuned. I totally gave up on that idea. Anyways it's kind of cool to get back into playing. I bought a neat guitar strap back in November; it's got studs like on studded belts, intermixed with skull studs. Too cool! I started covering my guitar [just the top so far] with Swarovski rhinestones, as well. I must admit I'm like a magpie, drawn to shiny objects. What can I say. It's looking pretty awesome.

I asked the Ex last night when it was he thought he started having amorous feelings towards me again. He said last summer, maybe a year ago or something. I figured that was about right, I'm not entirely an idiot, but I kept brushing him off. And then, much to my surprise, he went into detail about why he had tried to stop having them for me, ever so long ago, without the need of my prodding. Or at least he tried to deny them to himself, wh atever. He said I was very unstable, and that he thought I needed to "find" myself, he didn't want to distract with his presence in my life in that sense. Which makes sense, and is also a kind way of saying I was fucking nuts [which I was]. And then he said he started talking to me a lot last summer, and I seemed "not so crazy". lol. This is also very true. I welcomed his honesty. I guess I have grown up if I can appreciate all of those statements.

I must say that I enjoy devising questions that will require long, thought-out responses; it gives me the chance to make him squirm around for the answers [and also to let me get to know him better, which is the politically correct answer]. It's devilish, and I absolutely love it.

Soy sauce and sesame oil are also good [albeit not in my strawberry banana yogurt].

I like using brackets instead of parentheses.

First NIN concert of the new tour in 13 days, bitches. Yeehaw.

PS - The rehearsal versions of the songs off of The Slip are getting me even more excited for the tour. -bounces off the walls completely-
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