Feb 05, 2004 12:29
I am tired.
I am stretched too thin, with too much on my plate. I worry about everything in school, have guilt about my girl, and have a hard time feeling cheered up without being reminded that I've already messed up another day or week with my sinful heart.
I really need like 2 hours to devote to God and only God. Have I strayed so far as to lose sight of you, my father? I can't seem to see far beyond my own reach. We need to talk soon, like we used to. And that needs to be the lifestyle from now on, talk to you about everything, do everything in my life in your name, take the things I have in my heart and my life and give them up to you. I don't need this discouragement, I pray that Satan will not have this foothold in my life.
Pray for me, please.