are you happy?!! I am happy..
these past two days ive found myself beaming while listening to the kooks and really distracted during class.
the reason behind this has all amounted to last night..
soo i met up with the guys @ eatons centre..and i was quite excited..we went round shopping for their skate stuff and we went to noise and met this skateboarder who was @ the west 49 event and he told us bout the sunday party w/ the flying tomato..awww tabs =(
rico and i were talking and the subject of tobi came up but i sorta wasnt sure if i wanted to believe him but yeah..i pretended like i didnt care..and shopped..
tabi finally and thankfully came..and we had dinner@montanas. dinner was funny...
and it has been revealed or so we like to think that marco really does understand us ahah
but yeah..my quest to learn more german has somewhat been fulfilled ahah.. the exchange of slang/bad words..
after dinner we went and saw jackass2..HILARIOUS..i could not stop laughing!! and yeah, yeah, i was loud. but it was wayyyy toooo funny.
After the movie, the mood got quite awkward..i guess..
but yeah..they decided that they would bring us home..how nice of them..
we spent a good 10 minutes in the parking garage taking pictures ahaha
and soo came the end of the night...or so i thought..
as tabs was opening her garage door, she told me what rico had asked..soo thinking that i wouldnt see them, i decided to stop their car and tell rico..carpe diem right!?!
nay nay, we met up w them later on @ valu mart..and it was just plain awkward...on my part..i couldnt even look@ tobi but yea oh well..big sigh.. I felt stupid. i didnt know what to do/say.. and i could see Marco behind him just standing there..with a smirk on his face..and yeah..a mixture of bad timing & bad luck ahah..but a part of me doesnt want to believe it.its all in the moment as tabs says. but yeah..so im on the phone later on w/ tabs and i get a text from him..sweet..and i hate how i cant have outgoing texts so it prob seems like im a snob/ignoring him. ahh..i w
ahh well..what could i really have expected..they leave tomorrow..and itll be a year or more till we see them again and a lot can happen in a year..i dont expect things to be the same when we see them again anyway..
but i miss their company..their schwagerren, gutten nachts & morgens etc..
oh well, i guess i have the Kooks...and emails will do..
i am an idiot. ive been kicking myself..ah well.
the reason behind this has all amounted to last night..
soo i met up with the guys @ eatons centre..and i was quite excited..we went round shopping for their skate stuff and we went to noise and met this skateboarder who was @ the west 49 event and he told us bout the sunday party w/ the flying tomato..awww tabs =(
rico and i were talking and the subject of tobi came up but i sorta wasnt sure if i wanted to believe him but yeah..i pretended like i didnt care..and shopped..
tabi finally and thankfully came..and we had dinner@montanas. dinner was funny...
and it has been revealed or so we like to think that marco really does understand us ahah
but yeah..my quest to learn more german has somewhat been fulfilled ahah.. the exchange of slang/bad words..
after dinner we went and saw jackass2..HILARIOUS..i could not stop laughing!! and yeah, yeah, i was loud. but it was wayyyy toooo funny.
After the movie, the mood got quite awkward..i guess..
but yeah..they decided that they would bring us home..how nice of them..
we spent a good 10 minutes in the parking garage taking pictures ahaha
and soo came the end of the night...or so i thought..
as tabs was opening her garage door, she told me what rico had asked..soo thinking that i wouldnt see them, i decided to stop their car and tell rico..carpe diem right!?!
nay nay, we met up w them later on @ valu mart..and it was just plain awkward...on my part..i couldnt even look@ tobi but yea oh well..big sigh.. I felt stupid. i didnt know what to do/say.. and i could see Marco behind him just standing there..with a smirk on his face..and yeah..a mixture of bad timing & bad luck ahah..but a part of me doesnt want to believe it.its all in the moment as tabs says. but yeah..so im on the phone later on w/ tabs and i get a text from him..sweet..and i hate how i cant have outgoing texts so it prob seems like im a snob/ignoring him. ahh..i w
ahh well..what could i really have expected..they leave tomorrow..and itll be a year or more till we see them again and a lot can happen in a year..i dont expect things to be the same when we see them again anyway..
but i miss their company..their schwagerren, gutten nachts & morgens etc..
oh well, i guess i have the Kooks...and emails will do..
i am an idiot. ive been kicking myself..ah well.