why?

[take_my_luv]

so my new crush has had his current girlfriend for close to two years. why do i do this to myself? haha but i do have to say that my crush started before i knew he had a girlfriend, actually even before i knew his name...he was just that kid in my class. but he makes me smile, and feel pretty and yet...he is so unavailable. so here i sit at a distance and look upon something i cannot have, b/c the last thing i want is to be a home wrecker.

sigh.

katie eadon is attempting to find me a guy to call my own. i am just so bad at doing this whole thing on my own. i mean look at my track record. gay, taken, gay gay gay, douche, gay, asexual, gay, taken.

yep that pretty much sums it up. :)