don't you think i'm amazing?
so. today was great until about, three hours ago. had a good day at school, if thats even possible anymore. i went to go see my granny. i felt like i was at a church confessing my sins.. i told her almost everything. she told me how her and her husband fell in love. it was cute. i think they should make a movie out of it.. it would be like the notebook 2 or something. my parents and i went to go look at a house. it's perfect. but for some reason my mom found something wrong with it.. when i got home, i found out some news that made my day.. and i guess that isn't true. but i don't know for sure. and now i'm listening to my mom tell me its my fault that she's broke. how does that happen? i don't know. i hate being here. sad thing is, i don't have anywhere to go when things get rough. i have people i talk to i guess, but no where to just escape the yelling, screaming and words. she makes me feel like i'm in a bubble, with tons of people around me laughing at all my faults. she makes me feel like shit. bye.