Meh...
So I'm not entirely sure why I keep coming back to this after long spans of time without it. It's as if when I find myself in a situation that's candid enough to write about I feel the need to record it so I can look back on it and wallow in an old memory. Not exactly the healthiest thing but it does make me feel better when I see how I've gotten from there to here.
I'm still torn with several things. Things I had almost back to a degree of normalcy before I decided to act like a lush and send out late night, feel sorry for me texts. It's really the last thing I would ever want from somebody is sympathy but every once in awhile you just want to be paid attention to.
Summer is flying by and the word "summer" just doesn't mean what it used to. It used to be this large scale break from the real world and you were able to catch up on things that really matter in life beyond the hustle and bustle of school or a 9 to 5 situation. Those days are dead. Once I move to full time and start accumulating time off I'm making a lot of trips. I need to see the world and just really re-energize my drive for life. There's too much that I should have done and seen already.
Friends are managed for once, for the most part. I've been dividing my time between lots of people lately because Im trying to avoid that whole scenario of anyone feeling left out. This, in turn, leaves little time for myself which is why this weekend and these next few days will be very enjoyable. Getting the house to myself and really just lounging around doing what I want has definitely been overdue.
I guess you might can catch me back around here somewhere down the line. Take care.
I'm still torn with several things. Things I had almost back to a degree of normalcy before I decided to act like a lush and send out late night, feel sorry for me texts. It's really the last thing I would ever want from somebody is sympathy but every once in awhile you just want to be paid attention to.
Summer is flying by and the word "summer" just doesn't mean what it used to. It used to be this large scale break from the real world and you were able to catch up on things that really matter in life beyond the hustle and bustle of school or a 9 to 5 situation. Those days are dead. Once I move to full time and start accumulating time off I'm making a lot of trips. I need to see the world and just really re-energize my drive for life. There's too much that I should have done and seen already.
Friends are managed for once, for the most part. I've been dividing my time between lots of people lately because Im trying to avoid that whole scenario of anyone feeling left out. This, in turn, leaves little time for myself which is why this weekend and these next few days will be very enjoyable. Getting the house to myself and really just lounging around doing what I want has definitely been overdue.
I guess you might can catch me back around here somewhere down the line. Take care.