I'm here and it's ok
Well at the very least I'm weening out some people I've been trying to lose for quite sometime. I don't expect to get much more text messages after last night. We're cool for the most part but I can't give you what you want. Sorry? Ya that seems to be the right way to go. So the score board more or less reads two down and one to go. The last one never really made it on the board for a real option but I guess it's just fun to get close to the fire and dear God would I get burned if I ever pursued it seriously.
I don't know how I feel about myself anymore. The truth is I've always been the "nice guy" and it's been working for the most part but I'm trying to ease up on it so much because a lot of people take kindness for weakness and I'm tired of people looking at me like that. I'm not saying I'm going to be an asshole but I may just start saying what I think a lot more.
I'm feeling standard lately. Nothing too extraordinary but nothing that anyone should be concerned about. I'm dealing with it all for once but I did receive some interesting information today that concerned me. Just when I thought all the lying was done I have to hear about it from a third party. At least it's sooner then later because believe when I said I wouldn't say anything that was a 100% lie. There's a problem there and we need to fix it. Keeping information from me won't help at all.
I'm taking a break from school for at least another semester. Not because I want to but because they're not offering the classes I need to finish my degree. That's probably for the best though because I have not been focused at all to excel in class. I'm better than that and I know it. I just need a little more time to get it all together. I don't ask for much.
I don't know how I feel about myself anymore. The truth is I've always been the "nice guy" and it's been working for the most part but I'm trying to ease up on it so much because a lot of people take kindness for weakness and I'm tired of people looking at me like that. I'm not saying I'm going to be an asshole but I may just start saying what I think a lot more.
I'm feeling standard lately. Nothing too extraordinary but nothing that anyone should be concerned about. I'm dealing with it all for once but I did receive some interesting information today that concerned me. Just when I thought all the lying was done I have to hear about it from a third party. At least it's sooner then later because believe when I said I wouldn't say anything that was a 100% lie. There's a problem there and we need to fix it. Keeping information from me won't help at all.
I'm taking a break from school for at least another semester. Not because I want to but because they're not offering the classes I need to finish my degree. That's probably for the best though because I have not been focused at all to excel in class. I'm better than that and I know it. I just need a little more time to get it all together. I don't ask for much.