Alone
Sooo im alone New Years....first time ever ;_ ;mom wont come get me cause its rainy and foggy and the other people are drinking.....im major depressed right now...no idea what to do, everyone is busy with their own stuff so no one to talk to, no food in the house cause mom didnt go get food.... it feels like this is what i get to look forward to, being alone next year....i am for the first time in a while actually forcibly having to stop tears from failing and it hurts....i think i would be fine if i had someone to talk to...lol ive even gone thru my friends (if can call them that XD) list on my phone offering a good amount of money to get me and do something but they all have plans ;_ ; i think im going to go drug myself asleep with sleep aids just so i can get this over with faster