Summer time and the livin's easy
Mannnnnn
things are so good right now. We're all getting along. There's no animosity or distance. It's natural and comfortable and the puzzle pieces finally feel like they all fit together again.
so naturally, I leave for 10 days. typical.
it's funny that as soon as I started talking about how I felt like everything was falling apart, it seemed to fix itself... at least temporarily. In a way its a total tease... to be able to taste last summer but knowing that it's just that... a taste. fleeting and insubstantial. but it gives me a little hope... maybe we will be okay.
maybe everything will all be okay.
also... i think i'm going to talk to her. I'm not going to tell anyone. I'm not going to make a big thing. Heck I may just even call her and leave a voicemail. I just can't help but think that he's right. If she thinks i'm mad, I'm just giving her a way in. And as long as she thinks things are cool, that's all that matters. I would just like a healthy dose of closure with a side order of indifference please and thanks.
things are so good right now. We're all getting along. There's no animosity or distance. It's natural and comfortable and the puzzle pieces finally feel like they all fit together again.
so naturally, I leave for 10 days. typical.
it's funny that as soon as I started talking about how I felt like everything was falling apart, it seemed to fix itself... at least temporarily. In a way its a total tease... to be able to taste last summer but knowing that it's just that... a taste. fleeting and insubstantial. but it gives me a little hope... maybe we will be okay.
maybe everything will all be okay.
also... i think i'm going to talk to her. I'm not going to tell anyone. I'm not going to make a big thing. Heck I may just even call her and leave a voicemail. I just can't help but think that he's right. If she thinks i'm mad, I'm just giving her a way in. And as long as she thinks things are cool, that's all that matters. I would just like a healthy dose of closure with a side order of indifference please and thanks.