2008
So, in my opinion, I think I'm getting avoided by him. I don't really understand why, but I have a feeling he knew something was up from the call. Like it just sounded fishy. I kind of wish I would have kept my big mouth shut. I'm not into people acting all weird towards me - it just makes me sad. Oh well, I did nothing wrong, but still he could have answered me the other day - but no answer. Geez, I'm not that bad, I dont think. Well, I think it was all pretty clear when one thing was said for sure, which I'm not going to mention - but it just made it sound all planned, which it was. lol. Alright, Ill be quiet about that for now.
One thing that bugs me, is that no one is going to get is that I never feel like I fit in playing games online - I'm such a nerd - I know, but for real, I just feel like there is this little group of people that always ban together & I just dont fit in that - I dont know why I even care, but I do for some odd reason. Or maybe it has to do with another thing.
Thank God, it is a New Year. A new time to start over I think, which is awesome. Maybe I'll finally get that asshole out of my head - I hate that I still think about what happened at all and that he needs to go rott in an alley way. I, normally wouldnt say anything like that, but if you knew the situation you would understand I believe. I'll be glad when I know he has moved for sure far away.
Anyways, Happy 2008!
xoxo.
One thing that bugs me, is that no one is going to get is that I never feel like I fit in playing games online - I'm such a nerd - I know, but for real, I just feel like there is this little group of people that always ban together & I just dont fit in that - I dont know why I even care, but I do for some odd reason. Or maybe it has to do with another thing.
Thank God, it is a New Year. A new time to start over I think, which is awesome. Maybe I'll finally get that asshole out of my head - I hate that I still think about what happened at all and that he needs to go rott in an alley way. I, normally wouldnt say anything like that, but if you knew the situation you would understand I believe. I'll be glad when I know he has moved for sure far away.
Anyways, Happy 2008!
xoxo.