Again, LONG, LONG OVER-due
So it's been coming for a LONG ass time and is finally here, Another entry! I have been thinking about this periodically throughout the last couple years. SERIOUSLY, it's like I graduated college and forgot ALL about how much blogging actually helps me and is a good thing, because lets face it... WHO of us will actually be able to remember EVERYTHING when we're old and gray? This is just my way to look back and hopefully smile. Times aren't always the best but I'm finding ways to make them work. And RIGHT NOW, in MY life... this is perhaps THE BEST time!
Why???? Well lets just think about this... there's only 2 years or so I need to catch up on. HA, umm... let's see what I can't do about this "catch up" session. Not promising it'll be the longest but I'll do a brief RE-cap of the last couple years.... So I graduated college in 09' went to Aussie... What a fuckin TRIP that was! WoW!!! I SO NEED TO LIVE THERE! We'll see if that happens. So I finally made it down unda like I've been wanting to since.... I was like 8! I'm not even going to get into the details of my trip... just know I wrote in my JOURNAL down there EVERY day.... so it's a lil lengthy. AWESOME trip; HORRIBLE Travel tails.... LMAO Almost didn't make it home from Fiji. That's right I got to go to Fiji as part of that BITCHIN' Vacay! Had so much fun, made a friend I hope to keep for life. Joey Dobson, what a GREAT guy. Like he seriously gave me a challenge for being the bigger person. Just sayin we hit it off, NO HOMO, and it is a friendship that I do not normally; well hardly have EVER, experienced before. That is until now... but that bit of info comes later. And yes I realize that these paragraphs of events are rather short, but fuck it! This is MY journal or blog and there really is TOO much info to catch up on in just one sitting. Maybe I'll start doing this more often... it would be required if I were to have ANY chance of using this to help me write my Autobiography someday. hahaha
So this is a NEON green alright! Hope it doesn't get too difficult to read. As I was saying I got back from Fiji, thru hell and high water, but I made the trip home. Had a lil party for my return. Got to see my gf (at the time) Julie. And HOLY SHIT was I ready and horny! I don't believe I've ever seen my penis so large... U see it grows if it is not "flushed" semi regularly. And due to the nature of my trip I did not really have many opportunities to get laid. I know right, and I was shacked up with 7 women, and MOST of them were Good looking! I know what was I thinking, I played it cool and was there friend before even trying to be a lover. They were truly sweet and amazing women. Kelli and Danielle House saved my life one day cuz I was about to drown in the ocean from Kayaking... it was fucked up... lost my fav pair of sunnies too then. Oh well shit happens. So I get back to the wonderful HOME LIFE, and being graduated... THAT SUCKS! Yea, not only is our ENTIRE economy in the shitter now, there's no jobs really. I can't find work as a massage therapist. I mean I was just working at the bar and looking for work elsewhere. STILL dating Julie.... as she was attempting to put a boot in my ass along the way and fighting too. She was getting upset over one thing or another because I felt the need for secrecy in the relationship. That's just one more reason I KNEW she wasn't IT for me. There should be no NEED or reason for keeping the secrets I was. Nothing drastic, but stupid lil shit that I knew would upset Julie. I was NOT cheating as she kept thinking. I'll likely dedicate a lil part of this blog to her and our "falling out".
So in a nutshell, Julie was AMAZING for me. Well... I think she was. But it got real, sticky when she tried to RUN my life. I understand she only wanted the best for me, but she went about it the wrong way. I mean things were ok, but she wanted to know EVERYTHING. And THAT wasn't flyin in my book. Either way she pushed me into talking with Mike Major, Career counselor at SVSU; my Alma Mata. So Mike hooked me up with this real cool black guy named Joel Wilson from the Diversified Group. Wait... before that we'll talk about how Julie and I ended. It was 09' Memorial Wknd. It was Sunday night and I of course was working, Julie by my side; helping with what she could. We close the bar up and since it was Memorial Day the next day (nobody working) I wanted to go to a lil party. Heard about a house party in town, stopped by. All's well, she didn't wanna stay long and neither did I really, just long enough to unwind a bit and see some friends. So I am drinking my first beer, and then stepped out to show off my new Bubbler to Kyle. I didn't have any green to smoke, but thankfully there were a few hits left in it for Kyle and myself. So we burn, and head back to the party. I didn't get but like 20 ft from the house and Julie comes at me on a STRAIGHT LINE, with intentions I could tell. "Do you have something you'd like to tell me Tyler?!?" she said with a lil attitude. Little did I know she was actually talking to Brent Ross in the party, which happened to be Goldie's bf, or WHATEVER... and he had to go and tell her that I went swimming with Goldie. And both Brent and Julie thought Goldie (one of our bartenders at the bar and a close friend to me) were fooling around. It was a HOT FUCKIN DAY, and I asked her to go swimming to beat the heat. D and I never got closer than like 3 ft from eachother the ENTIRE time in the pond. We had a good bond, and she thought of me like another lil brother, and I her a sis. She was so cool... RIP Goldie Scott. That's right this shit gets TWIZTED!
So when Julie bumrushed me, having the buzz on like I did... I came clean instantly cuz I KNEW that lil bitch Brent had been talking her ear off and filling it with a bunch of bullshit. She came at me with an attack and expected me to do something like beg or plea with her. NOPE, I said FUCK IT! As she was crying because I "hung-out" with a girl who was a close friend with NICE knockers, and just blubbering "HOW COULD YOU!!! HOW COULD YOU!!! I asked you ONE THING, don't hang out with girls ALONE" And HER of ALL PPL.... God I can hear her bitching like it was yesterday. lmao So.... as bluntly as I could and I answered her; "How could I???" I told her, I don't care anymore. I'm not going to walk on glass for you.... I'll be a good man, but this is bullshit. I don't care if I piss you off, you're either going to accept it and get over it or were thru. We broke up that night and then I made her stay at my place cuz she was SO tired and crying and I didn't want her to get in a car accident that night. It was awkward, but my life is.... SO FUCK IT!!! LIVE LIFE AND HAVE FUN!!!
Ok, so Julie and I ended rather unfortunately after 3 yrs. I then was working for Joel Wilson and the Diversified Group outta Bay City. Well this was shortly thereafter breaking up with Julie. I met Joel the first time near our apt in Saginaw. It was a lil coffee shop and it worked out well. He told me the potential money I could make and I was ALL ABOUT IT! He was throwing numbers at me like 6 figures!!!! HELL YEA!!! Only one lil problem with that job was you had to pass you're series 7 in order to become a Financial Advisor. It's a tuff career to get into, and I was with the Company for about a year before they let me go because I failed my series 7. It wasn't that i was NOT studyin...I studied my ass off o only managed to pass my LAH, or Life Accident & Health. And THEN... we *the company* moved locations and my confirmation letter that needed to be corrected didn't get to me so I didn't the certificate. I passed it, but apparently messed up on one of the questions concerning my legal situation. Cuz I was being processed for a DUI. Yea and apparently it was my second... So... all that money I could've made went out the window! I'm okay with that tho, it wasn't the right field for me to be working in. I'm a massage therapist till the end... THAT is what truly makes me happy.... now if only I could live somewhere and make legit money at it. So I was on probation for a year.... but at least it was Sanilac county I was on it in... haha I got the sweetest probation officer I've heard of. Well pretty much... Alan Bell, cool guy, and as long as you were trying to work and prosper in life he seemed to let ya go. :-D
So that was a time in my life. Then D passed away... it wasn't good. I was really fucked up and scared and hurt.. just in a BAD WAY at that time. I had broken up with Julie, was feeling really ALONE and then I went to Toronto for a job interview with ISV (the company I went to Aussie w/) I thought I was a sure fired shoe-IN when I went and so did EVERYONE there! BUT, ISV did not see that drive in me... I think maybe it was my organization skillz. Whatever the case, I didn't care as much about the job as I did seeing two girls I was in Fiji roomed with. It was to be a GREAT trip. One that almost didn't happen! lmao Yea as I was crossing the border to catch a train in Sarnia I was stopped by the Customs agents. Because I had a DUI, apparently on my record and you are not allowed in that country in you have one. I later found this out when I tried to visit my good friend Joey in Nova Scotia. Either way they let me pass after I was sweating some bullets cuz I of course had some green on me! HA Got away with it tho. And then when I get to Toronto those girls completely stood me up and the hotel I was staying at was near where the ISV mtg was, which wasn't ANYWHERE NEAR DOWNTOWN! It was gonna cost me something like 70 round trip or more, just to get out and see the sweet city. So I went to Toronto, and didn't see much of it. Other than one of the strip clubs; The Landing Strip? hahaha Fun times...
Why???? Well lets just think about this... there's only 2 years or so I need to catch up on. HA, umm... let's see what I can't do about this "catch up" session. Not promising it'll be the longest but I'll do a brief RE-cap of the last couple years.... So I graduated college in 09' went to Aussie... What a fuckin TRIP that was! WoW!!! I SO NEED TO LIVE THERE! We'll see if that happens. So I finally made it down unda like I've been wanting to since.... I was like 8! I'm not even going to get into the details of my trip... just know I wrote in my JOURNAL down there EVERY day.... so it's a lil lengthy. AWESOME trip; HORRIBLE Travel tails.... LMAO Almost didn't make it home from Fiji. That's right I got to go to Fiji as part of that BITCHIN' Vacay! Had so much fun, made a friend I hope to keep for life. Joey Dobson, what a GREAT guy. Like he seriously gave me a challenge for being the bigger person. Just sayin we hit it off, NO HOMO, and it is a friendship that I do not normally; well hardly have EVER, experienced before. That is until now... but that bit of info comes later. And yes I realize that these paragraphs of events are rather short, but fuck it! This is MY journal or blog and there really is TOO much info to catch up on in just one sitting. Maybe I'll start doing this more often... it would be required if I were to have ANY chance of using this to help me write my Autobiography someday. hahaha
So this is a NEON green alright! Hope it doesn't get too difficult to read. As I was saying I got back from Fiji, thru hell and high water, but I made the trip home. Had a lil party for my return. Got to see my gf (at the time) Julie. And HOLY SHIT was I ready and horny! I don't believe I've ever seen my penis so large... U see it grows if it is not "flushed" semi regularly. And due to the nature of my trip I did not really have many opportunities to get laid. I know right, and I was shacked up with 7 women, and MOST of them were Good looking! I know what was I thinking, I played it cool and was there friend before even trying to be a lover. They were truly sweet and amazing women. Kelli and Danielle House saved my life one day cuz I was about to drown in the ocean from Kayaking... it was fucked up... lost my fav pair of sunnies too then. Oh well shit happens. So I get back to the wonderful HOME LIFE, and being graduated... THAT SUCKS! Yea, not only is our ENTIRE economy in the shitter now, there's no jobs really. I can't find work as a massage therapist. I mean I was just working at the bar and looking for work elsewhere. STILL dating Julie.... as she was attempting to put a boot in my ass along the way and fighting too. She was getting upset over one thing or another because I felt the need for secrecy in the relationship. That's just one more reason I KNEW she wasn't IT for me. There should be no NEED or reason for keeping the secrets I was. Nothing drastic, but stupid lil shit that I knew would upset Julie. I was NOT cheating as she kept thinking. I'll likely dedicate a lil part of this blog to her and our "falling out".
So in a nutshell, Julie was AMAZING for me. Well... I think she was. But it got real, sticky when she tried to RUN my life. I understand she only wanted the best for me, but she went about it the wrong way. I mean things were ok, but she wanted to know EVERYTHING. And THAT wasn't flyin in my book. Either way she pushed me into talking with Mike Major, Career counselor at SVSU; my Alma Mata. So Mike hooked me up with this real cool black guy named Joel Wilson from the Diversified Group. Wait... before that we'll talk about how Julie and I ended. It was 09' Memorial Wknd. It was Sunday night and I of course was working, Julie by my side; helping with what she could. We close the bar up and since it was Memorial Day the next day (nobody working) I wanted to go to a lil party. Heard about a house party in town, stopped by. All's well, she didn't wanna stay long and neither did I really, just long enough to unwind a bit and see some friends. So I am drinking my first beer, and then stepped out to show off my new Bubbler to Kyle. I didn't have any green to smoke, but thankfully there were a few hits left in it for Kyle and myself. So we burn, and head back to the party. I didn't get but like 20 ft from the house and Julie comes at me on a STRAIGHT LINE, with intentions I could tell. "Do you have something you'd like to tell me Tyler?!?" she said with a lil attitude. Little did I know she was actually talking to Brent Ross in the party, which happened to be Goldie's bf, or WHATEVER... and he had to go and tell her that I went swimming with Goldie. And both Brent and Julie thought Goldie (one of our bartenders at the bar and a close friend to me) were fooling around. It was a HOT FUCKIN DAY, and I asked her to go swimming to beat the heat. D and I never got closer than like 3 ft from eachother the ENTIRE time in the pond. We had a good bond, and she thought of me like another lil brother, and I her a sis. She was so cool... RIP Goldie Scott. That's right this shit gets TWIZTED!
So when Julie bumrushed me, having the buzz on like I did... I came clean instantly cuz I KNEW that lil bitch Brent had been talking her ear off and filling it with a bunch of bullshit. She came at me with an attack and expected me to do something like beg or plea with her. NOPE, I said FUCK IT! As she was crying because I "hung-out" with a girl who was a close friend with NICE knockers, and just blubbering "HOW COULD YOU!!! HOW COULD YOU!!! I asked you ONE THING, don't hang out with girls ALONE" And HER of ALL PPL.... God I can hear her bitching like it was yesterday. lmao So.... as bluntly as I could and I answered her; "How could I???" I told her, I don't care anymore. I'm not going to walk on glass for you.... I'll be a good man, but this is bullshit. I don't care if I piss you off, you're either going to accept it and get over it or were thru. We broke up that night and then I made her stay at my place cuz she was SO tired and crying and I didn't want her to get in a car accident that night. It was awkward, but my life is.... SO FUCK IT!!! LIVE LIFE AND HAVE FUN!!!
Ok, so Julie and I ended rather unfortunately after 3 yrs. I then was working for Joel Wilson and the Diversified Group outta Bay City. Well this was shortly thereafter breaking up with Julie. I met Joel the first time near our apt in Saginaw. It was a lil coffee shop and it worked out well. He told me the potential money I could make and I was ALL ABOUT IT! He was throwing numbers at me like 6 figures!!!! HELL YEA!!! Only one lil problem with that job was you had to pass you're series 7 in order to become a Financial Advisor. It's a tuff career to get into, and I was with the Company for about a year before they let me go because I failed my series 7. It wasn't that i was NOT studyin...I studied my ass off o only managed to pass my LAH, or Life Accident & Health. And THEN... we *the company* moved locations and my confirmation letter that needed to be corrected didn't get to me so I didn't the certificate. I passed it, but apparently messed up on one of the questions concerning my legal situation. Cuz I was being processed for a DUI. Yea and apparently it was my second... So... all that money I could've made went out the window! I'm okay with that tho, it wasn't the right field for me to be working in. I'm a massage therapist till the end... THAT is what truly makes me happy.... now if only I could live somewhere and make legit money at it. So I was on probation for a year.... but at least it was Sanilac county I was on it in... haha I got the sweetest probation officer I've heard of. Well pretty much... Alan Bell, cool guy, and as long as you were trying to work and prosper in life he seemed to let ya go. :-D
So that was a time in my life. Then D passed away... it wasn't good. I was really fucked up and scared and hurt.. just in a BAD WAY at that time. I had broken up with Julie, was feeling really ALONE and then I went to Toronto for a job interview with ISV (the company I went to Aussie w/) I thought I was a sure fired shoe-IN when I went and so did EVERYONE there! BUT, ISV did not see that drive in me... I think maybe it was my organization skillz. Whatever the case, I didn't care as much about the job as I did seeing two girls I was in Fiji roomed with. It was to be a GREAT trip. One that almost didn't happen! lmao Yea as I was crossing the border to catch a train in Sarnia I was stopped by the Customs agents. Because I had a DUI, apparently on my record and you are not allowed in that country in you have one. I later found this out when I tried to visit my good friend Joey in Nova Scotia. Either way they let me pass after I was sweating some bullets cuz I of course had some green on me! HA Got away with it tho. And then when I get to Toronto those girls completely stood me up and the hotel I was staying at was near where the ISV mtg was, which wasn't ANYWHERE NEAR DOWNTOWN! It was gonna cost me something like 70 round trip or more, just to get out and see the sweet city. So I went to Toronto, and didn't see much of it. Other than one of the strip clubs; The Landing Strip? hahaha Fun times...