May 21, 2009 01:19
That's right, I said it. Hooray for me. And damn it I deserve a HOO- FUCKING- RAY!!! I mean I've now graduated college, what a big nothing that was. I mean like I went to graduation and, I'll admit it, I kinda had some bigger expectations for graduation. And then my dad wasn't feeling well so there really aren't ANY decent pics on me on MY graduation day because mothers camera couldn't get the right lighting from the bleachers. It was overall just another day. Like I know it was supposed to be all special and shit, but it didn't go that way for me. Oh well... shit happens. Good thing my friends take pictures and NOT me. WTF? Hopefully they will post them on facebook so I can at least see how they turned out.
Ya know I've been meaning to get on here and blog, and there's so much going on right now... I feel like I've let myself down a lil by NOT keeping a journal of the things that are going on in my life right now.... wow I SO just took like an hr break to go play on facebook and message ppl concerning my trip to Australia!
There's so much going on right now. I WAS working Friday nights at the bar but we hired a new girl and I kinda think I'm gettin booted out so that I am not trapped in Kingston. Which is cool, and I can't wait to leave but at the same time I don't wanna. I'm kinda comfortable, but that's what's going to get me somewhere in life. Being able to live somwhere where i'm not so comfortable. It'll all be A-OK, and I know this cuz I'm blessed and I truly believe that as long as I do good with my life, my life will be good for me. www.isvonline.com is the website where you can read all about my trip. I will of course be taking a daily journal while I'm down there so I can remember EVERYTHING! Wow... it's going to be SOOO SWEET!
Oh and that drama at the bar is with Trisha, or should I say Trasha, and Stacey. Trisha is a dumb bitch.... and a pretty shitty mother too. Stacey... .well I used to really like her, hell I even loved her. But not now. She's knocked up with somebody's baby. She SAYS its her ex's but she's been fooling around and once I meet this guy I am going to tell him that he should get checked to make sure its his. That is if some horrible blessing in disguise doesn't cause a miscarriage. Don't get me wrong, I think Stacey will be a WONDERFUL mother, somedasy. Just not yet, I still wanna see her get a chance to go out and live life. She's not doing that, and she won't as long as she's around TRASHA. Yea they're like best buddies right now.
Last and final thoughts...... I LOVE LOVE LOVE my mother Summer Room, I had to stain the deck with ONE coat before we could set up this year. The fish are rather low, as far as numbers this year in the pond. My car needs healed by Dr. Dad, but I have to NOT drive it for him to fix it; only I feel the need to be all over for no real reason. Recently got hit for some stupid shit... 2 tickets in 2 days. Well... actually 3 tix. 2 speeding and an open intox. Talk about DUMB... the bitch is I NEVER drink n drive... but I was high and being stupid. Whatever....
Oh and Julie has really got me trippin. I love her so much, but at the same time I want to experience this Austrlian trip to the fullest! And that means taggin some aussie tail.... burnin some Aussie weed,,,,, and just having a good carefree time. BUT.... I told Julie I wouldn't...so when i come back regardless of what happens down there I most certainly did NOT have any sexual relations with ANY of the girls down there. What was meant to be will be, and what was not shall not.