Please Hear My Plea Of Help .....
I'm scared ... love to me is impossible. While I was going out with my ex my friend would always ask me are you in love with him? and then I'd reply and she'd tell me I don't know what love is.But I do know ... I've just been hurt so many times I'm scared to give my heart to someone and I don't want to yet.The love I've been shown is that I give a guy my heart after he swears he loves me then he basically chops it up into little pieces hands it back and leaves me.The only guy whose actually still my friend is my most recent ex and he's an amazing friend he's determined to show me that love is out there for me but I'm scared to know if it is ... what if it's not there for me? What if I find some guy again who I fall madly in love with and I think he's inlove with me to and then he just hurts me again? I don't think Im good enough for anybody like come on who would love me?