Dont You Know Your Toxic...
I had to say go0dbye because you were killing me inside I'm sorry but if I had stayed I couldn't survive. I thought long ago it would always be you and me but I was wrong and you got strong. You got to your feet and left me in the dark.You came back again to say you loved me and wanted me forever.To you now I know forever mean't never and yet again you went on your way leaving me to deal with the broken pieces of my heart.Yet again came back swore up and down I was the one for you kissed me then and said everything was gonna be alright.That's when I got frightened of you.You told me I never understo0d you and that I was to blame.You told me it was all my fault for your troubled mind.You left again and I tried to regain composure but before I could you came back a last time just as a friend but you knew our history and that's when you killed me. That day will haunt me that day will follow me everywhere I go you know that.You told me that I was never going to change so I wanted to prove that I'd loved you all along but all I got in return was so much pain.You left me with a kiss on the check swearing you were my man.Left a message the next day saying that night you were wrong and you weren't for me. I finally understo0d the pattern you were creating and that you'd never come to me without leaving me again and again. I built up my wall to block you out and you broke it down and wanted to stay friends with me.Little did I realise how much you had changed for love blinded my mind but I understo0d a few days later and never let you come back into my life.Until a few days ago you were gone out of mind and out of sight.You thought you could sneak your way in but not this time I was given strength by a go0d friend and now I don't need you anymore I'm not that girl who was scared to lose you I don't need you and I can proudly say it now.