so yea...just a few random notes....

[tainted_by_you]

so yea. today was alright i guess. i talked to kevin most of it. everytime he had a break or something he would call and see what i was up to. he's so sweet. everybody is always like, "you are aware of his reputation, aren't you?" and all this bullshit. but dude..shut up man. people change. i care about him a lot. he said he's buying my a rose and stuff tomorrow. or sunday. i think sunday cuz thats when i get to see him again. i was supposed to see him today, but shit fell through and a lot of shit happened bewteen me and my dad...so yea...there is prolly going to be a WWF smackdown between us. haha...funny shit...i dont give a shit anymore. but yea.

iamlucky2 is starting to go to the doctors every week now! omg...it's almost time. i'm very excited! and nervous too! i just hope i do a great job at being a good aunt like i am with Matisyn. oh god i can't wait!! yey!!!

well, i must say that i am happy for life_will_go_on and freaky_gurl. i just hope everything works out for them. although i must say that i think it's shitty how i get the blame for not talking with everyone. hello!! incase you haven't forgotten, i don't live in marlette. so it's kinda hard to see everyone, okay?! so don't single me out on all of this. christ-all-mighty.

anyways...
i dunno what else to talk about.
just that i am extremely happy. so yea, we've only been dating since Friday...but i mean, it just feels right to me. kinda like how i used to feel with shane...but with a lot more power, ya know? hhmm...idunno...all i know is i like what is happening.

yea, me and sarah are totally talking about that apartment. cuz kevin is getting one now and he wants me to live with him, and then sarah and jason are most likely moving in which is cool. the guys are really serious...which is awesome. but it feels weird to be treated so good....hhmm..but i like it, so i have no complaints. haha!

yea...i'm going to go...
kevin is supposed to call me back.

happy trails...

awww...i miss justin!...