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[taiga_star]

- i walk to physical therapy, kill myself climbing up to the fourth floor, and have to walk back home after... but i still need twenty minutes on the treadmill? i do believe it's a wee bit overkill. the fifteen minutes was okay but the twenty did a number on the same area of the back we're trying to help here. because getting weak and dizzy is

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[bethie_p]

Give me your address and I'll send you a care package. I know how tough times can be, but I can do this. Only if you want because I care about you.

[taiga_star]

see i have this thing about people giving me things... i fear the strings which may be attached. which isn't you, it's everyone. i'm weary of my parents helping me out, because i don't want the situation to turn into "well, i did THIS for you, and now you have to do that for me" thing =\

[bethie_p]

No strings at all. Consider it a gift from me. And if we never speak again (which I don't see why we wouldn't) I'd still feel good about sending this to you.

Let me just add, whenever I see a homeless person or someone with a sign that says "I will work for food".. I go to McDonald's or whichever restaurant is closest and buy the person some food. I've always done that and always will. It's just the kind of person I am. I LOVE helping people out when they're in need. And NO, I'm not putting you in that category so don't take it personally. I was just giving you an example of the kind of person I am.

If you don't feel comfortable with me doing so, it's alright. Just know that I'm here if you ever change your mind.

[taiga_star]

i've stopped giving things to homeless people because they started to recognize me and would beg from me every time i was within sight. which sounds mean but ugh.

i dunno why i have a weird complex about recieving gifts. i think it may tie in with feeling guilty about everything... or perhaps it's my crippling lack of self esteem.

HOWEVER, here comes my addy because i trust you <3

[bethie_p]

Ahh! Well I don't have to worry about that. This town is big enough where I don't run into those same people again LOL

I used to feel guilty about receiving gifts too, until I realized I needed to reach out for help when I needed it.

Thanks hun for letting me send this. It means alot.

[troubl3maker]

what if i send you bryce? HMM? i'll be out there in a couple weeks. my kidnapping skillz are pretty top notch!

[taiga_star]

i dunno how much he would appreciate that. unless he LIKES being kidnapped, bought into the ghetto and assraped by a fat fangirl =\

[troubl3maker]

everyone should be open to new experiences, including him!

[taiga_star]

aren't you precious?

i'm done with scaring away boys, even adorable elfin referees.